Wow. Things really come and go at a fast pace.
Everything is completely different. My life. The people in it. How i interact with them. My brain. Surprise Surprise my hair. The only person that remains predictable is my mother. And that is because you can alway predict her to be unpredictable. Im glad that things are different. Im glad i learned to stand up for myself. Im unhappy that i can't leave this place. I love the people in my life. I miss the people that have left/ trying to leave. Change is something everyone at some point in time must deal with. Change isn't necessarily a bad thing, but it isn't necessarily a good thing. I don't feel like change that i have gone through recently has been a chapter ending in my book of life, which is how i usually feel after something that has a large impact on me occurs. I feel just the opposite. I don't feel like things are over, i feel like things are beginning. Why that is? I do not know.
Four things, in my life, exist that i am happy about. That i know will remain in "good terms" for many years to come. Those four things are relationships (excluding family...because its family). Four different people im not going to let go of. Four. I have four. One of them is myself. The other three, know i won't let you go unless its absolutely necessary, and even then i would somehow try to get you back. : )
Four things, in my life, exist that i am happy about. That i know will remain in "good terms" for many years to come. Those four things are relationships (excluding family...because its family). Four different people im not going to let go of. Four. I have four. One of them is myself. The other three, know i won't let you go unless its absolutely necessary, and even then i would somehow try to get you back. : )