Snowflakes are falling, I’ll catch them in my hand…
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Things have continued to be grand
We sent out my school stuff today, after finding out that it has to be there the 27th, not the 24th…what a grand relief!
I’ve got a huge jump on the entire next semester- so that’ll fly by quickly, hopefully.
There really hasn’t been much going on.
Things have been great though. I’ve kinda…reconnected with things the past few days/weeks. What that is, exactly, I dunno. I haven’t been online all that much, and I like that.
I don’t really have any overwhelming need to talk like I used to. Not so much talk…but just…ramble- get things out. I don’t have that now.
I think the big thing, is that I’m so at peace with everything, and no, not because I just sent school out- it started a while ago lol. I’m kinda thinking I might be in that ‘Quiet season’ in my life, where there is no big lesson to learn right now, but just to know God. To get closer and closer to Him.
Lessons can wait, and I feel as though He did indeed put lessons on hold, and just like…freeze-framed my life, so we can just stop everything and just hang out. With my grandpa, and last second school deadlines, my life is still moving, but it’s like…my mind is just so…cleared.
I’ve talked about being scattered lately, mentally- and I have been to a degree, especially online. My BRAIN has been scattered- but my mind, my heart, my spirit, is so calm.
It’s neat. I’ve kinda realized that while I’ve always wanted my 7 mile bubble, full of a small beach, big grassy fields, etc…I’ve reached that place really. I might not have it physically- but God’s definitely just…slowed my mind down, to where He wants it to be.
Things keep getting better and better, and for once- I’m not even thinking about that. I’m just…going. I’m following. I’m not thinking “oh great- things have been good, they’ll screw up soon”
So yea. I’ve finally reached my 7-mile mental bubble…and I must say…I think this is what I was longing for the entire time. I’m at peace- my surroundings might be crazy, but it’s better than my surroundings rocking, but me being so…wrapped up in things.
God’s idea for the bubble is so much greater than mine was!
While I was watching you did a slow dissolve
While I was watching you did a slow dissolve
While I was watching you did a slow dissolve
Did I imagine or do the walls have eyes
Did I imagine they held us hypnotized
Did I imagine or do the walls have eyes
Life in slow motion somehow it don’t feel real
Life in slow motion somehow it don’t feel real
Life in slow motion somehow it don’t feel real
Snowflakes are falling I’ll catch them in my hands
Snowflakes are falling I’ll catch them in my hands
Snowflakes are falling now you’re my long lost friend
…I mean that song in a really…different way than it was probably written for. Everything means something specific, and all has to do with this amazing quiet season the Lord has given me. So I mean it all in a positive, thankful way. It’d just take a while to explain. So enjoy the simple complexity of the lyrics, that only David Gray could pull off!