Lonely
Damn Im lonely and its getting worse..I am sooo tired of being alone..with little to no friends..no contact...nothing..it sucks...K keeps talking about moving back here...but Im tired of helping her out with this and that...thats all I seem to do help people out..its not like I hate it or anything..but once it would be nice for someone to help me out with a couple of things...I know what youre thinking and youre wrong..its 2 bikes..ha!..so get yer mind out of the gutter...what I really want to do is just hang with someone...go shopping...go and do something...a movie or something..bowling I really do not care...I think thats the one thing about being young was having friends and shit...most of my friends are married or involved or something else...no one my age is single...I hate it...I cant even seem to get a fucking date...women want Brad Pitt..not Brad Pitt's ugly fat brother...I am sooo tired of this..life was not supposed to be this way..I am close to giving up on dating and just be some fat loser hermit....women sure as hell do not want to be with me let alone know me..its sad..cause Im a good guy..a truly nice guy..if I do say so myself..while I toot my own horn for a bit....oh well...Im doomed..Im a lonely doomed man....life sucks.