Jan 05, 2005 17:06
I'm lost again. I guess I was never found, just had a false sense of security. While it lasted it was nice. That feeling will never come from where it came from ever again. I don't know if I'm at fault for that at not. How hard is this honestly? Why is it so easy for everyone else and so difficult for me? Maybe I should just be like everyone else and get numbers from people that I think are hot and then do stuff with them and get a relationship solely based on that. That seems to be the "in" thing lately.
I don't even know why you're gone. I have so much to say on the subject, but would rather not repeat myself when I talk to you.
I love being in the same situation time and time again, and thinking I know how to get out of it, but just repeating the same goddamned thing. Sarcasm noted.