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I told you I'd never let you go as a friend, I hope you see that now. I'm not like them. I love my buddies, but sometimes a lady is needed too. I mean of course all the time would be nice, but sometimes I think about it more times than others. Seeing couples sucks. I'm having sketchy feelings on women and the band. Not good things to not be aware of what's going on when your passions are involved. I suppose we'll just have to wait and see. I hate that. I don't want to waiter. I try to make things happen, not sit around and wait for them. I guess I have no choice. Well I better get to bed, waking up at 5:15 tomorrow. Why? Because work goes by faster when you're too tired to think about things. Someone e-mail me, or call me or something. These are lonely times, again. Night.