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I've realied that my problems are minute compared to the ones I cause other people. I let you all down again. I'm sorry. There honestly is nothing I can do except for not repeat this mistake again. That does nothing for the people I've already effected. I haven't eaten all day. Cigarettes seem to be the food of choice. I don't want to slip into this again. Part of me wants to be left alone, and the other part is reaching out for someone, but I won't latch onto the people that are reaching back.....I don't deserve them. I don't want forgiveness from anyone, just for things to work out, on your account.