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Ok... so i'm scared about the future. It's stupid i know. But in the past few days i have done a lot of things that are going to go towards the future i want. Now i don't know why that is so scary. Perhaps because it is change and i am going back to studying full time after having about 3 years off and the things i have done in that time... oooo popped out a child that is almost 1 now!!!!
Today i wouldn't say that i feel accomplished, but i have done a fair amount of stuff when i think about it... I was awake before Riley and showered and ready for him to have breakfast by the time he got up - good start! Then i got all his stuff ready for childcare - like lunch and spare clothes etc. He ended up getting there at about 9am or a bit before - either way in time for morning tea... he is getting soooooooo chubby! growth spurt here we come hahaha. Then I went and had a bit of IPL on my underarms (permanent hair removal).. but lets just say i'm stubborn and the hair doesn't want to leave forever! Then i went and changed the car seat from my car to mum's car so they can pick riley up on their way home from work so i can go to baseball training. After that I went and withdrew $1000 from my account down in burleigh at the bank... then went and put that money down as my deposit on my new course... I'm doing my diploma of remedial massage *sigh* 8 months of full time study... i think that is the part i am major scared about... i really honestly don't know if i will have the money to do it! So after i did that i went to Robina Town Centre and put some flyers on car windows... all i had left... so now i need more flyers to do some more advertising.... then i went up to centrelink and handed in some forms about the whole planning on studying thing so hopefully they give me some more monies! Went and bought some DVD recordable disc thingies.... coz i have tae bo on my computer and want to put it on to dvd... sooooooooo in urgent need of getting fit! oh and pilates as well... let's see how that all fits into my life hahahaha. So now i'm home, I put on a load of washing and changed Riley's cot sheets etc. I feel like i have done so much but have sooooooooo much more to do... and now i am rambling!
I have the first assignment for my course... it's freakin massive! At least i have like an extra month to do it hahahaha.
I made Riley's birthday invites yesterday... he is 1 in just under a month. Exciting! Just going to have an afternoon tea down at the park near the beach. Should be good hopefully. Well i need to go and do some stuff... *sigh* so much to do and so little time to do it all.
In other news coz i just remembered more ramblings in my mind...
Can't wait for Courtney to come home!!! Road trip to pick her up... Am thinking it is gonna take me forever with riley coz he will want to stop and have a play and something to eat all the time. He travels well in the car... but I know it will take longer than the usual 6 hours! oh well. Will all be muchly worth it..
I feel like my life is changing for the better... even if it feels hectic and i dont' do everything i should be. It's me taking time for myself - even if i am going back to studying full time... I start about the 12th of September and finish in june next year. I will know how hectic things become then.
Just found out that childcare in only going to cost me about $3.50 per week!!! stoked! more money towards my course! Riley will be going 3 days when i start the course. He goes 2 atm... but he loves it... so that helps put my mind at ease.
Washing is finished so i must go hang that out and put another load on. Will update again at some other time when my head is actually on straight!
love and light
neika
Today i wouldn't say that i feel accomplished, but i have done a fair amount of stuff when i think about it... I was awake before Riley and showered and ready for him to have breakfast by the time he got up - good start! Then i got all his stuff ready for childcare - like lunch and spare clothes etc. He ended up getting there at about 9am or a bit before - either way in time for morning tea... he is getting soooooooo chubby! growth spurt here we come hahaha. Then I went and had a bit of IPL on my underarms (permanent hair removal).. but lets just say i'm stubborn and the hair doesn't want to leave forever! Then i went and changed the car seat from my car to mum's car so they can pick riley up on their way home from work so i can go to baseball training. After that I went and withdrew $1000 from my account down in burleigh at the bank... then went and put that money down as my deposit on my new course... I'm doing my diploma of remedial massage *sigh* 8 months of full time study... i think that is the part i am major scared about... i really honestly don't know if i will have the money to do it! So after i did that i went to Robina Town Centre and put some flyers on car windows... all i had left... so now i need more flyers to do some more advertising.... then i went up to centrelink and handed in some forms about the whole planning on studying thing so hopefully they give me some more monies! Went and bought some DVD recordable disc thingies.... coz i have tae bo on my computer and want to put it on to dvd... sooooooooo in urgent need of getting fit! oh and pilates as well... let's see how that all fits into my life hahahaha. So now i'm home, I put on a load of washing and changed Riley's cot sheets etc. I feel like i have done so much but have sooooooooo much more to do... and now i am rambling!
I have the first assignment for my course... it's freakin massive! At least i have like an extra month to do it hahahaha.
I made Riley's birthday invites yesterday... he is 1 in just under a month. Exciting! Just going to have an afternoon tea down at the park near the beach. Should be good hopefully. Well i need to go and do some stuff... *sigh* so much to do and so little time to do it all.
In other news coz i just remembered more ramblings in my mind...
Can't wait for Courtney to come home!!! Road trip to pick her up... Am thinking it is gonna take me forever with riley coz he will want to stop and have a play and something to eat all the time. He travels well in the car... but I know it will take longer than the usual 6 hours! oh well. Will all be muchly worth it..
I feel like my life is changing for the better... even if it feels hectic and i dont' do everything i should be. It's me taking time for myself - even if i am going back to studying full time... I start about the 12th of September and finish in june next year. I will know how hectic things become then.
Just found out that childcare in only going to cost me about $3.50 per week!!! stoked! more money towards my course! Riley will be going 3 days when i start the course. He goes 2 atm... but he loves it... so that helps put my mind at ease.
Washing is finished so i must go hang that out and put another load on. Will update again at some other time when my head is actually on straight!
love and light
neika