I realised today that I've never had a proper Valentine which meant something. I've had a card from my primary school best friend who was trying to be sweet, a card from the bastard which didn't count cos well... He was the bastard, and I got one text from the Dutchie just after we got together and it said 'Happy Hallmark Day' and went out to ( Read more... )

I feel sick, and my heart is racing and it won't stop. I'm going to sleep before I start wanting to punch stuff and break stuff and get destructive. Why, why, WHY can't anything ever be simple?! Just for fucking ONCE why can't everything stay good. There's always something that comes along to piss all over whatever was making me happy.

I'm back in Scotland and st00pid Dunfermline and I don't like it. I miss Holland. I miss him. I am full of woe right now. And I'm mopey. Oh so mopey.

Meh, once I've stopped moping and being miserable I'll put my photos from the week up on here for y'all to have a look. I took some awesome ones.

I'm a bit disappointed, but never mind. It's on to try at Glasgow now, so maybe it'll be second time lucky. At least I've got some experience with the interview process now so hopefully Glasgow will give me a go and interview me. *shrugs* I feel a little bit bummed, but I guess they know what they were looking for and it wasn't me. And I think ( Read more... )

Make me take pictures. Ask me to take a picture of whatever you want, from my favourite spot in the house to the mug I usually drink my tea into, blah di blah. You can ask me to photograph as many things you want, the more the better. ;)

*checks self to see if she actually exists*

How am I going to kill the next 5 weeks? *sigh*

I haven't been sleeping since Vince went home. I dunno if I got too used to having him next to me or what but I'm like a zombie from sleep-loss at the moment. And today I was feeling pretty ill as well. My tummy is hurty and I feel bloated and sicky. Not a good start to the day. So anyway, I'm sitting watching something shit on TV, planning to ( Read more... )

And it absolutely freaking SUCKS ( Read more... )

:(

Today is rubbish.