Ok so its been over a year since Ive posted anything in here. wow. Well with my annual entry I'd like to say that all the dreaming has finally manifested into the beginning of a reality. The business has started, the inventory is here and two websites are being pulled up in the google search engines and ranking higher and higher. Our business " ( Read more... )

man 100 weeks since I last updated. wow well I'm still here, dreaming away.. maybe even getting closer to achieving something worth writing about soon with a potential business? potential family, potential kids? knocks on wood. anyway. Its sad for me to read some of the entries in here by friends and myself. I feel like I could have done better

ok so way too much time has passed since Ive last posted an entry. Nothing new really, Still single and not looking, probably wont be for a while, if ever.. I like it better that way. If something strikes me so be it.. but it just doesnt matter anymore.. I'd rather just accept whats happened and live with that. I had what I needed and well I ( Read more... )

ok Ive come to the realization that I have way too many interests and I need to cut them down to size and just pick a couple that I can focus on in the coming months.. these arent in any particular order.. this is just a way for me to organize my time and maybe expand my activities a bit when I do have a day off.. instead of sitting around the ( Read more... )

So last night or around 3 or 4 in the morning I had a dream that a baseball sized black furry spider was crawling on my body from my shoulders and moving slowly downward to my feet. In the dream I kept telling myself that I needed to stay still, and that one sudden movement would cause the spider to sink its teeth into me. Creepy huh?? I woke up as ( Read more... )

funny analogy.. but sometimes when I feel the all too common need to move ahead despite its difficulty.. its like hearing the sounds of a high octane vehicle idling on peeling tires before it sets itself free... Getting unstuck and just springing free is a refreshing feeling... I say ~ we "must" make the most of the little time we have...~ ( Read more... )

So I was talking to Crystal the other night and the topic of visiting Europe came up. She is posted in Germany right now, close to Munich and will be there for a while. I think it would be a great experience to get out of the country again, and at the cost of the trip I would be crazy not to take the opportunity. Ive been to Germany a few times in ( Read more... )

Do you ever wish you could just freeze time upon the whirlwind that life can throw you? Life comes in all forms, all aspects, and can be hard to cope with for even the best of us...trust me . There are no guarantees, unfortunately nothing is unconditional, nothing in life comes easy... The only way we can guarantee anything in life is just to grab ( Read more... )

10 New Steps to Self Improvement in Your Life

1) Braces sometime this month
2) Learned brand new weight training circuits with Gilbert and Lisa starting today and we set up a routine of 2/3 a week at night, holy shi* Ive needed this all my life !
3) Joining a meal program with menshealth.com that creates a grocery list for me and tells me what to ( Read more... )

With all the adversity and unsettling craziness that surrounds specific friends and family of mine.. where is the urge to just enjoy, recognize, and appreciate the time God "has" given us? Youth and good health is not a given folks, its just depressing to me to see a wasted moment in time, wasted opportunities.. am I the only one out there with a ( Read more... )