My dog -- let's call her 'S' -- is not well. She's really listless and down, and not eating properly. She's lost a bit of weight. Ever since R died, I get so frightened that I'll lose S as well. I couldn't bear that ( Read more... )

I've been doing absolutely nothing today -- zip, gulch, nada. I always feel as though I have to better myself, have to achieve something new and constructive or creative each day -- otherwise I feel guilty. And today I have done nothing more than hang out on the Izzard.com message board, reading posts. I never post myself. I found a few new Eddie ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. And today is my first go at writing in this journal. I feel as though it is a little too public to admit my deepest, darkest secrets and fears on here, though; but I'll definitely try to be as open as I can ( Read more... )