It's gona kill me, The rest of my life, Let me apoligize while I'm still alive.

[dragon82487]

It is no secret that my life in New Jersey was not the best of lives. I was working in a dead end job and going to a dead end school. Generally there were few times i was truely happy. Most of the time it was argueing with my father, working 45 hour weeks inside of a stuffy CVS and trying to pay for car insurance and the phone bill. I honestly

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[neverm0rex]

sometimes you have to cut the chain and do what you want. Yeah, your mom will be upset but one day you're going to move away and live on your own, and no one ever said when, so it could be now. Like you always tell me, its easier to get forgiveness than permission. I think about that a lot when I want to do something that my mom would not being favor of. And I realze how true that statement is.

Also, you can't live your life for your parents and do everything they want you to do. Sometimes you have to do things for yourself in order to become what you need to become in order ot be happy. Although this a huge hypocritical statement for me today, you can't live life in order to make everyone else happy. Like my mom will always be like "I dont want you to drive there, it worries me." and then i go anyway and shes like "YOU DONT CARE ABOUT ME AND THE FACT THAT IT WORRIES ME." Like, i wasnt aware it was about you. you know what i meeeeeean? i know you do =)

Im glad you're happy in Florida. :)

[closedoor]

I say stay there. It is going to be sooo hard to make friends in NC since your not in high school anymore. It seems like your having an awesome time there and I wouldn't want to ruin that if it was me.

[ani_arnav]

Call me. Actually I'll call you. Don't be busy

[dragon82487]

your about 8 days behind on this, ive already spoken to mom and figured out a plan that she has agreed to.

keep up on the times.