It's gona kill me, The rest of my life, Let me apoligize while I'm still alive.
It is no secret that my life in New Jersey was not the best of lives. I was working in a dead end job and going to a dead end school. Generally there were few times i was truely happy. Most of the time it was argueing with my father, working 45 hour weeks inside of a stuffy CVS and trying to pay for car insurance and the phone bill. I honestly
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You know I want you to be in college, and it seemed given the situation ECU or State would be good choices. But I digress- do as I say, not as I do on this one, and go beyond whatever emotions you have about new places or scary places and stuff like that, and think it through.
I say the decision whether to extend or not is moot- of course it matters to your life now, but what happens after you extend? the same thing that would happen if you didn't- either you'll go to NC and apply to and go to college there, or you'll continue on with Disney or maybe even go to school there. Either way, the program will end and there is still life beyond it. Seems like the choice to extend is a veiled, cushioned way of you making decision of whether you want to leave florida or disney at all.
I'm really glad you're happy, but a part of you is moving, as wonderful as it is I don't know if you can truly call it home, and that uprooted feeling will make you ground yourself to some straange stuff. so i'll call. i miss my benny.
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