why am i the bad guy for wanting my boyfriend to stay home and hold me in his arms and tell me its going to be okay when im sick? im not trying to be the bad guy. i think thats a little more important then going to a party. if he didnt feel good i would stay home with him. and then when he does stay home hes mad at me. thats the last thing i needed ( Read more... )

ugh i dont know why we're even still together. all we do is fucking fight and im so sick of it. i work all the time. he has no job, yet he gets to go do what he wants when im at work? and then want more time afterwards when i have time to spend with him? i dont understand why. why is it so hard to clean the car or the room without me asking? why ( Read more... )

so i finally moved out.... yeah its not so great. i miss my mom and i miss having a home. keiths house isnt my home... and i dont feel wanted here. plus the fact that me and tom fight all the time. sometimes i wonder if its worth it. i work all day. theres no reason he cant clean the room and put my stuff away or go and get another job seeing he ( Read more... )

so yesterday i found out i have 8 absences in belly dance..oops.. ha ha its ok all i have to do to get credit it do a research paper which is simple and choreograph a 2 minute piece with tricia. not bad. then i found out that that fucking bitch rachel is choreographing my piece in the graduation show.. michael asked me to choreograph the belly ( Read more... )

things are alright i wuess. today was senior skip day so i decided to work. nothing better to do i guess. tom had to work anyways. so i decided i dont want to live at keith and sammy's i just wouldnt be happy there not to mention i need my medical insurance im always broken. lol. however, if tom and i can afford to get a studio or one bedroom ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i want to do with my life lately. i always said i wanted to be a doctor. i love medicine so much i find it really facinating... however, one of my managers at bath and body works has a relative that works on a cruise line doing entertainment. he said he wanted me to do it. so after pondering the thought for sometime, i decided ( Read more... )

so like fuck cars..... and money ( Read more... )

so my moms a bitch. she is the worst person in exitance.... when shes mad or upset, she has to make everyone else upset. a bank account was given to me about a year and a haf ago with 20,000 in it. this was from my breat grandfather. he put it there so i could have for college. so when it was given to me my mom took the bank book and refused to ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in forever... ive either been too tired or too busy. so much shit to get done lately it kinda sucks. lets see dane competitions are going well ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while, then again a lot hasnt changed. tom joey and i might be getting an apartment.. very cool, something im deffinately looking forward to. competition went alright, i got a gold and a special award for my makeup...pretty sweet. i think i might have stress fractures in my spine so ima go get another mri done... *sigh* im ( Read more... )