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[downinthestars]

so my moms a bitch. she is the worst person in exitance.... when shes mad or upset, she has to make everyone else upset. a bank account was given to me about a year and a haf ago with 20,000 in it. this was from my breat grandfather. he put it there so i could have for college. so when it was given to me my mom took the bank book and refused to give it to me. now she had stole over 10,000 from me when i was a baby so i didnt trust her with my money. i went to the bank the next day, closed the account with my id and opened it in a new one. over the summmer i spent tha money on stupid shit that i cant even account for. it was my money anyways. the cd account had to be rolled over for another year this week. so on monday i told her there was no money in the account. she got mad more at the fact that i didnt tell her about it rather than the money. i mean i can see her point but its done and over with, theres no use in arguing about it now. i cant change it. do i regret spending it? of course but like i said theres nothing i can do about it. so to punish me, she was going to make me and tom pay rent. toms been living here for almost 5 months now. which was ok. then when i came home from dance on wednesday, she said tom had to be gone by sunday. thats fucked up. he works in holyoke and hes going to hcc next year, not to mention i dont want to be without him..... so the bitch kicked him out last night and it was the worst feeling ever. to live with someone you love and care about more than anything and then have them leave? it hurts a lot. i cried he cried, i didnt want to let him go.i cried myself to sleep. so as soon as graduation comes ima move in with him at keiths house. i dont want to leave my house or my mom but shes leaving me with now choice she wont let him come back and im not going to be without him....

anyways competition sucked! beth pissed off the judges cuz they scored some of her students wrong so she asked about it. since that our studio got nothing but silvers and high silvers.....

taboo- high silver
hindu sao diamonds- silver
egypt- high silver
colours- high silver
drops of jupiter- silver
my solo- high silver

we're not going back next year

schools almost out i cant wait yay!!! im back at rave girl now so hopefully i can be promoted to and assistant manager there. i really want that. but ima go i have school.... <3