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Things are going to be insane from now until the end of the semester (at least). I have so many things to do!
Sunday was insane. I woke up at 7, took my mom to Penn Station, went to the library, then a friend's birthday brunch, then met with my building's manager so I can take over our lease, then worked at the co-op, then showed the apartment to a friend who is now going to be my new roommate (at least I don't have to worry about that anymore, although I still need someone to sublet my room for the summer). And I had like two hours of sleep on our really uncomfortable sofa the night before.
I just have all this stuff to do, but a lot of it is difficult to plan because I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING THIS SUMMER. Goddamn am I disheartened that I haven't heard back from this internship. I'll email them tomorrow, but the longer I go without hearing from them the more sure I am that I didn't get it. Either way, I have to start planning my summer - classes end in two weeks, and I need to figure out what the fuck I'm going to be doing then, and where. When I talked to them last Tuesday, they said I should email if I didn't hear from them in the next week, but I hate emailing people like that. UGH I HATE EMAILING PEOPLE SO MUCH. It's going to be especially awkward because I feel like if they wanted me, they would have let me know by now, so it'll be like me emailing me for my rejection. The worst part is, I still really want it, and a little part of me thinks I might get it, so I'll still be disappointed.
Blah blah blah. Whine whine whine. I'm sure everything will work out fine - even if I do spend the summer in Tacoma, I'll still have a good time. I can read books and prepare for my colloquium, work on spec scripts, write other stuff, clean my room, drink publicly, get tan, watch tv. I want my brothers and I to teach ourselves how to fix the minivans and learn about cars and stuff. I could take boxing lessons at the Y. It'd actually be pretty fun, just not as fancy as being in L.A. Either way, I'll be fine, I JUST WISH I KNEW ALREADY. Blerg.
Sunday was insane. I woke up at 7, took my mom to Penn Station, went to the library, then a friend's birthday brunch, then met with my building's manager so I can take over our lease, then worked at the co-op, then showed the apartment to a friend who is now going to be my new roommate (at least I don't have to worry about that anymore, although I still need someone to sublet my room for the summer). And I had like two hours of sleep on our really uncomfortable sofa the night before.
I just have all this stuff to do, but a lot of it is difficult to plan because I STILL DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM DOING THIS SUMMER. Goddamn am I disheartened that I haven't heard back from this internship. I'll email them tomorrow, but the longer I go without hearing from them the more sure I am that I didn't get it. Either way, I have to start planning my summer - classes end in two weeks, and I need to figure out what the fuck I'm going to be doing then, and where. When I talked to them last Tuesday, they said I should email if I didn't hear from them in the next week, but I hate emailing people like that. UGH I HATE EMAILING PEOPLE SO MUCH. It's going to be especially awkward because I feel like if they wanted me, they would have let me know by now, so it'll be like me emailing me for my rejection. The worst part is, I still really want it, and a little part of me thinks I might get it, so I'll still be disappointed.
Blah blah blah. Whine whine whine. I'm sure everything will work out fine - even if I do spend the summer in Tacoma, I'll still have a good time. I can read books and prepare for my colloquium, work on spec scripts, write other stuff, clean my room, drink publicly, get tan, watch tv. I want my brothers and I to teach ourselves how to fix the minivans and learn about cars and stuff. I could take boxing lessons at the Y. It'd actually be pretty fun, just not as fancy as being in L.A. Either way, I'll be fine, I JUST WISH I KNEW ALREADY. Blerg.