Fffft. This is getting repetitive.

So yeah last week I was on a ridiculous high. It was blissfully fantabulous~ And then on Friday I went to Clyde's because my brother invited me and I actually had a lot of fun... until I kinda got sick because my meds make me even more of a lightweight than I already am. >__> Though apparently his friends like me ( Read more... )

Most miserable, depressing day ever. Uggh.

Started at 3:30 when I decided to get up and do that thing were I study for half an hour, fall asleep, then wake up and study a bit more, than fall asleep, on so on... Until 7:00 when I actually had to get ready and leave for school. And the dreaded midterm part 2.

And what a fucktwat it was. I couldn't even ( Read more... )

I overslept. And it's now half an hour past when my class started.

I can't exactly go now.

And I have a group presentation tomorrow. I think...

God. I am so fucking lame. ... Though I should will probably wait outside the class for them.

... and now I feel nauseous too. Bawwh. I never get sick/cold, but I always feel exhausted and yucky and dizzy. ( Read more... )

I has one :/ Or well, I had one last night, kinda, and there's still blood up there >__>;

DETAILS. I actually smashed my nose up.

MORE DETAILS. I had another fucking seizure. Just innocently chatting on aim, then I kinda felt those typical short-circuit-y zaps I feel every now and then... and then next thing I know I'm struggling to breathe, on the ( Read more... )

Soooo I had a seizure today. Out of nowhere. Thus, I can't drive for yet another year.

It's for the best, but... AGGH. Fucking epilepsy. >____< At least I've only had like 4 in my entire life... as opposed to others who have them constantly... Mmph.

It was possibly caused by my having just started on a reduced dosage like, Thursday... I'm hoping that ( Read more... )

Emo clouds => emo Sabby. Or at least grumpy. Sympathy IS the only explanation. There is nothing to be sad about arrg *flail* I hate being in a bad mood... D: And that's why I really don't like miserable weather. Rain is le suck. >__ ( Read more... )

FUCK. THIS.

WHY DO I HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM THAT CANT EVEN FUCKING BE COMFORTED ABOUT SAVE FOR FUCKING 'JUST GET THROUGH IT'.

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*screams*

I failed to mention this earlier, but I GOT INTO THAT DESERT ECOLOGY FIELD COURSE I WAS ON THE WAITING LIST FOR. That means threeeeee weeks of wandering around and chillin with Arizona wildlife... hooray!!

But yeah. Three weeks. April 16th-May 7th or something. THREE. WEEKS.

How the hell am I gonna survive that?

It's been since Sunday that I've seen zettascarlet  ( Read more... )

That is seriously what I'm feeling right now... Jeff = (Princess Zelda) = Romeo. I = (Link) = Juliet.

I asked my parents today if it would have made a difference if he was 18... and the answer was no. Reason? Because even then we're apparently almost a generation apart, he has no life experience yet, I'm technically supposed to be graduating from ( Read more... )

So. Last post was like the angriest thing I ever posted on this... And not an overreaction, either. What I said, it still stands. So much.

I had happiness. Yes, Jeff is 17, yes, that's 5 years difference, yes, he was a bit of a troublemaker when he was younger, and yessss I kinda 'babysat' him once when he came over when I was babysitting other kids ( Read more... )