finally going to make a good post.....i think
Well today I finally hung out with Krystina at lunch then I skiped Humanities to go and hang out in Krys' drama class cause i really didn't want to go to my humanities. It was pretty fun. So I'm kindof happy that now I've got a new kewl friend, yeay go me.
Then after school I had to go this posse group thing. It was ok, the people who were there today went last year too and were complaining on how i never talk. I did talk a bit though. But whenever i was about to say something they would. I've never been good at picking the right time to say something, I guess it's just one of my many flaws. Oh well. It was pretty cool though. Maybe next week I'll say something. Krys is supossed to go too, but she hasn't yet. I really want her too, cause I talk more if I have a friend with me, and now she's my friend, yeay. Hopefully she'll come next week, I'll try to make her maybe.
I'm so fucking fat! grrr......I hate my body. I don't even really eat that much, my matablism is just really slow i guess. It sucks big time.
Drama is really pissing me off now too. Cause we're still doing the same play, but no even cares about it anymore. they just complain and goof off during the preformance. Tonight we were supossed to do it for our parents but we aren't because like barely anyone was going to come. It's really shity. I hate grade 9's, even though i am one. I wish i could just be in an older grade, because i'm more of the same maturity of them, and get along better with people who are older than me.
hopefully our next play will be really fun, I'm looking forward to it.
I'm really really scared about dance tomorrow. Because I have so many new cuts on my arms. And I have no way to cover them. I'm gonna maybe try a bunch tonight and figure out what works when i get home from jazz dance.
I don't think i like ballet, i don't even know why i joined it now.
Midnight is sitting here on my lap now. I love her, she's so cute. But it makes me sad when she doesn't like me :( poor sisi, so unloved.
I didn't cut yesterday and haven't yet today, but i probably will end up doing it today. Last night i did try to peirce my belly button though, it didn't work, i couldn't get the pin all the way threw. Oh well. I can always try again i guess.
Well Midnight's distracting me now, and I'm running out of things to say, so I'm gonna just leave it at that, Tootles Poodles
Then after school I had to go this posse group thing. It was ok, the people who were there today went last year too and were complaining on how i never talk. I did talk a bit though. But whenever i was about to say something they would. I've never been good at picking the right time to say something, I guess it's just one of my many flaws. Oh well. It was pretty cool though. Maybe next week I'll say something. Krys is supossed to go too, but she hasn't yet. I really want her too, cause I talk more if I have a friend with me, and now she's my friend, yeay. Hopefully she'll come next week, I'll try to make her maybe.
I'm so fucking fat! grrr......I hate my body. I don't even really eat that much, my matablism is just really slow i guess. It sucks big time.
Drama is really pissing me off now too. Cause we're still doing the same play, but no even cares about it anymore. they just complain and goof off during the preformance. Tonight we were supossed to do it for our parents but we aren't because like barely anyone was going to come. It's really shity. I hate grade 9's, even though i am one. I wish i could just be in an older grade, because i'm more of the same maturity of them, and get along better with people who are older than me.
hopefully our next play will be really fun, I'm looking forward to it.
I'm really really scared about dance tomorrow. Because I have so many new cuts on my arms. And I have no way to cover them. I'm gonna maybe try a bunch tonight and figure out what works when i get home from jazz dance.
I don't think i like ballet, i don't even know why i joined it now.
Midnight is sitting here on my lap now. I love her, she's so cute. But it makes me sad when she doesn't like me :( poor sisi, so unloved.
I didn't cut yesterday and haven't yet today, but i probably will end up doing it today. Last night i did try to peirce my belly button though, it didn't work, i couldn't get the pin all the way threw. Oh well. I can always try again i guess.
Well Midnight's distracting me now, and I'm running out of things to say, so I'm gonna just leave it at that, Tootles Poodles