To all my friends:

I'm not sorry I did this. I just can't take it anymore. Don't feel sad. It most definately wasn't your fault, and you guys should know that. I luv you all. And hope you all have great lives growing up. But I don't want to live anymore, so I won't. Hopefully this time it'll work,

Goodbye, I love you all

I came to the comp lab to talk to Krys and stuff, but her mom came and abducted her. So I'm alone, there's another kid in here, but he's not close to me ( Read more... )

Well I didn't end up going and junping in front of that friendly looking train today. I was going to but Char came to the Posse group thing so i couldn't. There are many other way I can do it though. Thinking about hanging myself or something. But I don't really want to hang myself because it doesn't always work and hurts alot. I was talking to ( Read more... )

Meh, so far today has totally sucked. I'm in such a bad mood, sad sad Sisi. My Tummy's been hurting all morning, probably because I had breakfast, when I usually don't. GRRRRRRRRR ( Read more... )

Well I just went and tried to slit my wrists. Didn't work, never does. Grrrrrrrr ( Read more... )

It's all gonna end Friday. Or at least that's the plan right now. This is all so pointless. Friday. Friday seems to be the best time to do it. I can't explain why, But I've been thinking this Friday for a while now. I'm not sure how I'm gonna do it yet, But I will. I will unless for some strange reason I feel better friday. Which is very unlikely. ( Read more... )

SO far I have spent the day today dazed doing none of the work I was supossed to. Now, I'm sitting here with Krys typing, wow typing is such fun. Poor Sisi, Sisi's head hurts ( Read more... )

FUCK FUCK FUCK I just got home from seeing Ken (councillor), luckily mom isn't home yet. But there was an massage ( i deleted it) on the machine from MR. Scraf (Human. teacher) saying that I wasn't in class today. I'm so scared right now, What if he called my mom at work??? Ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!! I'm freakign out here!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Life is an Amusement Park ( Read more... )

Well not having a good night. My mom and brother are being bitches again. Nothing to do. I'm fucking gettting really pissed off though because my mom fucking won't go to bed, and I can't cut when she's still up because then there's the chance on her coming in while I'm doing it, and while I do it I'm all paronoid and it doesn't help as much. But ( Read more... )