no more...
this time it's for real.
no more talking to you anymore.
and i'm not gonna cry over you. not gonna waste my time over you. you don't deserve me. not when you can't even be my friend.
i really want to be mad. so my tears won't spill. it's been a bit over a week since i've seen you, so maybe i can last forever. because this time i really want to.
but...
i want to tell you. yell at you. make you feel guilty.
every time i don't talk to you for a while, this... feeling starts building up in my chest. it's hate. and it manifests and takes over my heart, blinds my brain, impairs every organ in my body. and once i talk to you again, i shiver. talk to you until it stops. the shivering, the loss of control, the hate.
no... this time i have to learn to go on without the temporary antidote. :)
no more talking to you anymore.
and i'm not gonna cry over you. not gonna waste my time over you. you don't deserve me. not when you can't even be my friend.
i really want to be mad. so my tears won't spill. it's been a bit over a week since i've seen you, so maybe i can last forever. because this time i really want to.
but...
i want to tell you. yell at you. make you feel guilty.
every time i don't talk to you for a while, this... feeling starts building up in my chest. it's hate. and it manifests and takes over my heart, blinds my brain, impairs every organ in my body. and once i talk to you again, i shiver. talk to you until it stops. the shivering, the loss of control, the hate.
no... this time i have to learn to go on without the temporary antidote. :)