this is impossible...
how can you not think about the times we had together? i think about them so much and i try so hard not to. i tell myself to stop and bring myself to think about clothes or shopping, things i need, goals i want to fulfill.
but you don't even need to make an effort to not think about it.
do you really not think about me?
am i that unmemorable?
i'm better now... but that's only because nothing is happening. if something did happen, it'd upset me as much as it would upset me a week ago, or a month, or half a year ago. is this ever going to stop?
but you don't even need to make an effort to not think about it.
do you really not think about me?
am i that unmemorable?
i'm better now... but that's only because nothing is happening. if something did happen, it'd upset me as much as it would upset me a week ago, or a month, or half a year ago. is this ever going to stop?