afraid
i'm so stupid. the person who's hurt me the most is you. not even my first boyfriend or any of the guys i've liked have hurt me as much. and i let you back in my life twice. i should have stopped the first time. the second time was the stupidest choice i've ever made. and now that i'm talking to you, i feel like it's inevitable to escape the end of you and me.
i don't look forward to it. it sucks that i can anticipate it, but i can't just give up.
first semester is over. i got three A- and an A in math, so right now gpa's a 3.77.
it's not good enough.
i messed up on finals week.
i could have pretty much gotten A's in all my classes if i actually studied all the material during finals week. -.-
i'm pretty much waiting for one grade, which i'm pretty sure is going to be in the B range.
gah...
at least i'm home now.
i miss my roommates a lot tho. they're hilarious, and i'm pretty sure i wouldn't have been able to get along better with anyone other than those two. i miss sitting on each other's beds and making fun of each other, having people to always talk to.
at home, it's really lonely.
blahh, i can't even properly finish this blog. i just wanna submit it, but i'm not done with all the thoughts in my mind. maybe when i'm in a better writing mood.
i don't look forward to it. it sucks that i can anticipate it, but i can't just give up.
first semester is over. i got three A- and an A in math, so right now gpa's a 3.77.
it's not good enough.
i messed up on finals week.
i could have pretty much gotten A's in all my classes if i actually studied all the material during finals week. -.-
i'm pretty much waiting for one grade, which i'm pretty sure is going to be in the B range.
gah...
at least i'm home now.
i miss my roommates a lot tho. they're hilarious, and i'm pretty sure i wouldn't have been able to get along better with anyone other than those two. i miss sitting on each other's beds and making fun of each other, having people to always talk to.
at home, it's really lonely.
blahh, i can't even properly finish this blog. i just wanna submit it, but i'm not done with all the thoughts in my mind. maybe when i'm in a better writing mood.