So the funeral went about as well as a funeral can.  The church was full, there was about 70-80 people stood at the back too.  The wake was well attended, there was about 250 there.  There was copious amounts of alcohol drunk (pernod oh sweet jesus why? it's rank!), and I staggered the mile home in heels and a skirt with a broken zip (which spent ( Read more... )

This is going to be an extremely long sentimental post about leaving my job and Cardiff, so feel free to skip.  I just want to record this for prosperity, as (quite paranoid and silly I guess) I'm always worried about irreplaceable stuff like this incase there is a fire or something like that and I lose it all.  And I'd like to be able to look back ( Read more... )

"All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy;
 for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves. 
We must die to one life before we can enter another."
Anatole France

I'm usually very against quoting randomers and whatnot, but this sums up perfectly how I feel right now.

However, Matthewman has made it to London without getting shot ( Read more... )

So I cried again in work today.  Not even a little bit, proper face screwed up bawling cried.  Not because I was upset or sad, but because I was so fucking angry and frustrated that I couldn't keep it in any longer.  Went and sat in my manager's office for half an hour and vented, even though it was partly him who pissed me off so much in the first ( Read more... )

I spent about 3 hours non-stop crying last night.  I feel ill, I'm all PMT-y & Maff is going home today.  Most of the time I'm ok with him being away, I have plenty of stuff to keep me busy but last night I was a mess.  Seriously, my face was so swollen from all the crying I looked like a Yorkshire pudding.  I feel better this morning though.  A ( Read more... )

OMG what a girl.  I can't believe I cried in work...in actual work...in the middle of the lab and everything.  Oh dear ;)  Everything went wrong.  EVERYTHING!  raaaaaaaaaaaah!  And then a tieny tiny thing tipped me over the edge.  That was it.  haha.  I felt so much better after though ( Read more... )