i will start writing again soon in this thing, sometimes i forget this thing is here at my disposal. but im too tired to write tonight, atleast anything that is worth a fuck to read. but im off for the rest of the week from work, thank god, such a much needed break, i told some of the high schoolers that they will see me monday morning detoxing ( Read more... )

Soooooooo i know i put this journal online, for whoever the fuck wants to read it, and im up for feedback from people, cause if i wasnt, i wouldnt be so open about shit in it...but when someone out of nowhere pm's me on yahoo messanger to tell me this ( Read more... )

im gonna put this little note in for the day ( Read more... )

i feel left out,unwanted,bullshitted,over-ruled,pissed off, and that no one gives a flying fuck

i wonder if anyone will even read this since i havent wrote in forever, but who cares, i think its just basically a way for me to vent. latest news: i moved to norcross, got a part time job at netherworld haunted house (dont even need a costume for my scarey looking dom ass) im over worked on my main job (yes still driving school bus) and i think ( Read more... )

i so cannot wait to go back to work, im bored as hell, there isnt anything to do, i need something to fill up my time. im amazed i havent gotten to the point where i pace the house back and forthe and mumble fucked up words. i would go out and do things, but its like i dont really have anywhere i want to be. I leave for savannah on friday afternoon ( Read more... )

there is something seriously wrong with me, i act so fucking childish and half the time im not in reality, sometimes it kicks in, like ill be sitting there doing something, or watching something, and then all of a sudden i realize everything in the right ways to realize it, but it doesnt last long, when its over, its my world again. I had a really ( Read more... )

i wrote alot of shit , and then deleted it, and now im not gonna write it again, too much shit to put on someone

well hello fuckers ( Read more... )

soooo im sittin here listening to lords of acid, and it made me think of this song by them , its my fav song by them its so funny,and i got time to write the lyrics before i go to the doctor, so its my fucking journal and i can write what i want in it so im gonna write the words to this funny ass song..............(no im not running out of things ( Read more... )