omg a new post that has taken forever for me to write
i wonder if anyone will even read this since i havent wrote in forever, but who cares, i think its just basically a way for me to vent. latest news: i moved to norcross, got a part time job at netherworld haunted house (dont even need a costume for my scarey looking dom ass) im over worked on my main job (yes still driving school bus) and i think all them old bitches at my work hate me. they gave me so much crap for the tattoo on the back of my neck. NOT the all the other tattoos,,BUt just the one because some stuck up cunt bag doesnt like it, then they moved onto my makeup, my boobs, and other silly shit, FInally i put my foot down and told them to back off me, and it worked. Nothing else new has happened in my life, i get up at 4:30 am and pray that a kid doesnt throw up on my bus, or a fight doesnt happen that i got to break up, cause i so dont look good with bruises, i actually in a sick demented way like working that job though, even the bad kids, i have a heart for...they all tell me that im an awesome bus driver, probably because i let them be kids and not make them be still and mute. the one thing i discovered though, alot of kids go home to an empty house, like really young ones. thats wrong, and when they lose thier keys on my bus, they so flip out and cry,,most the time i can go through all the lost keys and find thiers and they are so happy and so relieved and that makes me happy. I love the hugs and the pictures that i get, and i like that they want me to be thier driver.. i have one high school boy that loves to pinch my cheeks for some reason and then when i try to tell him not to do that, he just laughes at me and walks away,,i think the boy has adhd cause he cant sit down to save his life. the things i hear sometimes makes me go ummm. I dont know if they are gonna keep me though,,since i stood up for myself with them, everyone says they might find something to get rid of me with, but i follow the rules as much as possible, and i go to work, even though i missed today cause im sick but with a doctors excuse. i wish they would just totally back off of me though and just let me do my work. the most important thing is the kids, and thats what im best at. i think the county is ran by the wrong people,,i think they should maybe put younger, more open minded people in the power positions since its not 1940 anymore. the kids are rowdy as shit though,,some days i swear im going to go deaf or crazy. its hard as hell driving that big ass bus let alone putting 70 sugared up kids on it, and then having to deal with people not wanting to get stuck behind a slow bus..its such an under rated job. and in the summer time like now its like 150 degrees on that thing, and no, it doesnt have a/c. one kid said to me "my mommas boyfriend said driving a bus is easy" i just sat there and bit my lower lip at that one. i think its one of the hardest jobs i have ever had, and i think what makes it the hardest is that the supervisors are bitches and dont do thier jobs well. and most of the other drivers are old white women from hell, that dont even look like they bathe but have thier noses so far stuck in the air that they must be trying like hell to get away from thier coochies stanking, people should just chill out. they hate for no reason, they judge the wrong way, and all i want is to just be nice. this one woman said to me they hate on me cause they are jealous cause im young and pretty, if thats true, then those women need some serious help, and when they talked about my lipstick being too dark,,i wanted to be like well atleast i know how to apply it and i dont look like a drag queen. but no, i kept my mouth shut cause who am I to tell someone how to look. Im looking forward to this part time gig at the netherworld haunted house, maybe ill actually be more accepted there, if not,,atleast i get to look how i really want to look in life..everyone that i know that works there says its so much fun, so maybe just maybe, for two nights a week for about a month i can almost be myself. anyway, ill start writing in this thing again, but for now its like midnight and i so need to sleep and go rub my ass cause its hurting, and i will enjoy the day off tomorrow since the doctor said i need to rest tomorrow too....i learned some spanish....