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ANGST JOURNAL
i hate my life

uh..... new ( Read more... )

i'm all plugged in i got a thing to record my heart... i has electrodes. the cardiologist dude said i might have SVT or something like that? Supraventricular tachycardia
yea that.

what else... dad's parents left today. i finished my book. i finished the white-tailed deer field sign painting thing. saw my bro play soccer for the first time in years. ( Read more... )

 i dont want to write rly ( Read more... )

THATS ALL ( Read more... )

so i can't stop listening to the new britney spears, miley cyrus, and katy perry songs. i... have no soul ( Read more... )

i finally ran 3 straight miles today without feeling like death afterward. i am soooooooooooo outttttttttttt of shaaaaaaaaaaape, but at least i'm moving in the right direction.

i have to post early cuz i'm already having a funny morning. had work... first the water filter exploded (really) everywhere right in front of a customer. he was nice and ( Read more... )

SATURDAYYYYY.................. i woke up. i worked out. i worked at the nature center... i painted a bluebird, a turtle, and a rabbit! then on the way out i saw a red-tailed hawk hanging out on a low branch on the tree right next to the entrance. i figured i was having good raptor karma, given my last bird encounter there. Grit told me that the red ( Read more... )

been a few days.... haven't done much, been feeling crummy and taking it easy and holding down the fort since momsy and dadsy are out of town. haven't heard back about my EKG, the nurse there told me that she used to have the same symptoms as me and it turned out to be heart inflammation. she said it wasn't a big deal... how is that not a big deal ( Read more... )