I feel so terrible. I have completely been out of it lately, and there is so much going on around me that I have missed.

I'm sorry to everyone I've let down and I'm sorry for being such a failure, not only in school and to my parents, but now I feel to my friends as well.

...I think I'm going to go sit on the bridge.

I like watching the flood waters ( Read more... )

I know I have been missing for a while.

School has just been so busy-- I haven't had time to go and play chess again with Martha and I haven't had really any time with Melchior...except for that one time I went over to his house earlier in the week.

Something happened with Ilse-- but I really don't want to talk about it.

I can barely even remember ( Read more... )

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I can't take it. I can't take this anymore D:

Apparently, Rektor Sunstroke went by the bank today and talked to my father and mentioned how I did terribly on my Latin examination.

Father just came home and yelled and yelled. Mama waited in the corner for him to stop and then I ran to my room so he wouldn't see me cry. Then he would only have ( Read more... )

Well, everyone has been talking about the meet-up, so I suppose I should as well?

I was just so very, very tired last night after everything, that I came home and went straight to bed! I didn't even take off my shoes! ( Of course Mama got very upset because I got dirt in my bed-- but at least it distracted from my other stains... D: ).

Oh well.

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