I hate being poor...among other things
Well, I don't actually mean poor, but without a plethora of money. lol. I just feel as though I am working and I have nothing to show for it. My problem is that I like all these nice things and I know that I can't have them because I have bills to pay...and it doesn'r help that my roomayes is using all her loan money to get all these shiny new things, just to make me jealous. Okay, not jealous, but green with envy. Why am I so responsible? Even when requesting for money for spring classes, I responsibly only asked for the amount needed for my courses, not thinking that I wanted to blow money away on a vacation or something. What a nerd! lol
On another note, my relationship status has changed. I can't believe it myslef, but what can i say. I feel like Siad and I have made a great connection. Not to sound cliche and whatnot, but I feel like this may last for qutie some time. He's such a dreamer, with all this goals and ambitions. He's extremely family oriented ,like myself, and has abig heart. I know that in the beginning of all relationships everything seems perfect, but that's okay for now ,I can live with that. I mean I know that deep down in my heart that God sends people into my life to learn form them, whether it be patience, love, or even hate ( Yes, I know that God does not want me to hate...) So far, I can already see the things that I like about Siad, and somethings that I know that I may have to learn to get used to. For starters, I knwo that he works hard everyday, but his employment status is a little shakey. He works for his father, as well as a tech company as an IT guy, but sometimes I know that he can be strapped for cash. Now, I don't want to judge hime on that because I know how it is, but I really hope that he finds something steady, he has the drive for it.
One thing that I like about him is that he is not afraid to bring me around his friends. Not to say that this is odd, but I feel like most guys wouldn't do that so early in to a relationship. Another thing is that I have already met his parents. Yeah, I was a little reluctant to do so when he first brought it up, but it was very nonchalant, nothing big. They are very laid back and I can already tell that they love me. lol He's one of those artsy guys, who has jazz playing at all times, I like that.
It's nice to have something different in my life, take my mind off of all the craziness...
On another note, my relationship status has changed. I can't believe it myslef, but what can i say. I feel like Siad and I have made a great connection. Not to sound cliche and whatnot, but I feel like this may last for qutie some time. He's such a dreamer, with all this goals and ambitions. He's extremely family oriented ,like myself, and has abig heart. I know that in the beginning of all relationships everything seems perfect, but that's okay for now ,I can live with that. I mean I know that deep down in my heart that God sends people into my life to learn form them, whether it be patience, love, or even hate ( Yes, I know that God does not want me to hate...) So far, I can already see the things that I like about Siad, and somethings that I know that I may have to learn to get used to. For starters, I knwo that he works hard everyday, but his employment status is a little shakey. He works for his father, as well as a tech company as an IT guy, but sometimes I know that he can be strapped for cash. Now, I don't want to judge hime on that because I know how it is, but I really hope that he finds something steady, he has the drive for it.
One thing that I like about him is that he is not afraid to bring me around his friends. Not to say that this is odd, but I feel like most guys wouldn't do that so early in to a relationship. Another thing is that I have already met his parents. Yeah, I was a little reluctant to do so when he first brought it up, but it was very nonchalant, nothing big. They are very laid back and I can already tell that they love me. lol He's one of those artsy guys, who has jazz playing at all times, I like that.
It's nice to have something different in my life, take my mind off of all the craziness...