It's Been a long time...
I feel like I always say that, but it's the truth.
I see that my last post was in August, which is right before classes started, so I can definitely se why this has not been updated in a while. These classes at Harvard have been kicking my ass! I mean, Biochem has been doable, but Physics has really stressed meout this semester. I mean, I went in to a state of panic after the first week when the first homework was due. I read the chapters and went to lecture, but found it quite difficult to actually understand what was going on, let alone do the homework. Then the fist exam came and went...I actually felt comfortable with the material, studied for hours at a time and went in to the exam with a tad bit of confidence. Well, let's just say that it didn't go so well; and the panic reset. Now the second exam was yesterday, and God only knows how that went. It's just been painful, and to make sure that they ruin my holiday, finals are after christmas break. Just wonderful!
In better news, I met someone that I really like. I mean, I REALLY like him. Sometimes I try to catch myself because I have the tendency to fall fast and hard for men that I deal with, but I just can't help it. You know, it really randome because we met on a whim and we have really been hitting it off well with each other. I went to NY for our fist "official" date, and we had such a good time! I mean, what I really like about him is that he is not afraid to tell me that he really like me or he's excited to see me, and so on and so forth. I really cherish this because young black men, or even young men feel the need to act hard and keep their true feeling to himself, so this is a new thing for me and i enjoy it! I like the fact that he is tall (which is a big thing for me...I have to think of the children! lol, well spoken, A GENTLEMEN, and charming. I REALLY like him. I hope it works out...and besides, I deserve it! I deserve to have a good man in my life! I'm 24, educated, decent looking, and fun, I think this single thing needs to be over and done with. I mean, I am not the type of person to just settle for anyone, I just want a nice young gentleman to spend some time with... I really hope this works out...at least for a little while.
I see that my last post was in August, which is right before classes started, so I can definitely se why this has not been updated in a while. These classes at Harvard have been kicking my ass! I mean, Biochem has been doable, but Physics has really stressed meout this semester. I mean, I went in to a state of panic after the first week when the first homework was due. I read the chapters and went to lecture, but found it quite difficult to actually understand what was going on, let alone do the homework. Then the fist exam came and went...I actually felt comfortable with the material, studied for hours at a time and went in to the exam with a tad bit of confidence. Well, let's just say that it didn't go so well; and the panic reset. Now the second exam was yesterday, and God only knows how that went. It's just been painful, and to make sure that they ruin my holiday, finals are after christmas break. Just wonderful!
In better news, I met someone that I really like. I mean, I REALLY like him. Sometimes I try to catch myself because I have the tendency to fall fast and hard for men that I deal with, but I just can't help it. You know, it really randome because we met on a whim and we have really been hitting it off well with each other. I went to NY for our fist "official" date, and we had such a good time! I mean, what I really like about him is that he is not afraid to tell me that he really like me or he's excited to see me, and so on and so forth. I really cherish this because young black men, or even young men feel the need to act hard and keep their true feeling to himself, so this is a new thing for me and i enjoy it! I like the fact that he is tall (which is a big thing for me...I have to think of the children! lol, well spoken, A GENTLEMEN, and charming. I REALLY like him. I hope it works out...and besides, I deserve it! I deserve to have a good man in my life! I'm 24, educated, decent looking, and fun, I think this single thing needs to be over and done with. I mean, I am not the type of person to just settle for anyone, I just want a nice young gentleman to spend some time with... I really hope this works out...at least for a little while.