Nov 13, 2004 23:09
I was afraid Amanda would break up with me today. I was so scared, it was wierd. After all my questions about if I love her or not I finally figured it out. Almost losing her made me realize how much I enjoy being with her and how much I love her. Even after what I did she still came out to the park to ashley's b day and still smiled and gave me a hug. She forgave me right away. She said "you knoe if ur trying to get rid of me, your going to have to do more than that, cause I love you"... And thats the truth. No lies this time. Then she gave me a big hug. We just celebrated our 7 month anni and so i got her 3white roses, 3 red roses, and 3 pink roses. 2 extra ones as an appology.(though really it was cause it was cheaper to buy 9 then to buy 7) I even snuck them into the house through the window and then left them on her bed so that she would find them while i was at trout lake.
Anywho, Thanks to ashley for the invite to the party. I enjoyed seeing everyone again. Maybe I can drag you guys out to my side of the city one day :)... ok prob not. But seriously, I want to hang with u during winter break.
Night Lj