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Today I'm nervous, don't know why. Actually, it's not that simple: I am somewhat dominated by a weird mixture of anger, melancholy, impatience and insecurity. Plus, I feel an immense amount of aggressiveness and violence that need to be released. This is strange, because these feelings are pretty uncommon to me, but I do know that I have to deal with this -if only I knew what to do...
As a result, today I just cannot focus on books for more that a few minutes, there's always some unwanted thought sneaking through.
Maybe, it's just because I'm longing for someone I cannot have here with me.
As a result, today I just cannot focus on books for more that a few minutes, there's always some unwanted thought sneaking through.
Maybe, it's just because I'm longing for someone I cannot have here with me.