Reviewing
So I was looking over my journal, and it makes it seem like I'm a REALLY pissed off individual. In truth, not really. I've gotten over the worst of my undying hatred for people, and I usually just have to bitch about it to feel better. Also, I have a bad memory. Remembering the day I sat at home, waiting for Adam to call, really reminds me and reinforces why I won't sleep with him. Because he uses passive-aggressive tactics. And I know when someone is avoiding me, or giving me a line, or padding my ego to get what they want. Soemtimes I let them, sometime I believe it, but overall, I have a good feeling when someone's running a game.
I also have this gift of being peaceful. I can't quite explain it. More of like I get mad quick, burn it out, instead of letting it fester in my soul. And recently I've been able to blank my mind. Ah, bliss.
I also have this gift of being peaceful. I can't quite explain it. More of like I get mad quick, burn it out, instead of letting it fester in my soul. And recently I've been able to blank my mind. Ah, bliss.