Mar 11, 2008 18:04
Sooo...im offically over lance, he was a total ass hat to me the other day, and im SO done with him, for good.
moving on...things are getting pretty heated between me and jared!! mmm...hes so fine!! amazing....and he's seems so into me too!! he tells me ALL THE TIME how beautiful i am, and how georgus i am. and he's always callin me little cute nick names like sugar, and sweetheart ok...so not so original, but still sweet) or beautiful...you get the idea. im especially fond of the sugar one though :)
i spent the night at his house twice now. once this past friday and then again last night. and the thing thats so amazing about it is that we dont really even do anything other than cuddle and make out! but besides that i told him that if i stayed the night i didnt want our physical relationship to get to carried away...and he totally respected that and my wishes. he did make it very clear that he things im "sexy!" which i cant really see to be honest, but hey man, if you say so!
so yea last night we went to go see vantage point it was really good. you had to pay close attention to it though...which i was having a hard time doing with jared wispering in my ear the whole time. hehe...but he was super cute about it!! he'd whisper things like "hows my girl?" and other super cute things that i dont remember.
and then he slept with his shirt off...yummie...he's SO built!
hes not exactly the type of guy that most people would put me with...hes big, and much older, and has tattoos and his tounge, ears, and chin are pierced. and he's very into like metal music. like his favorite band is tool....so def. NOT the preppy hollister/american eagle boys that i usually go for, but oh my gosh, he has such a sweet heart!!!
he doesnt always make things about him like lance used to do. and when he's been talking for a long time and telling lots of stories he'll catch himself and then ask me something and change the topic to something about me.
and oh man he has the best sense of humor!! he's such a goof ball!! he's just silly, just like how i am, super silly and loves to laugh
*sighs* sooo happy!
so does that make me a bad person that lance and i broke up like a week and a half ago and im already seeing someone else?
i'd like to think it doesnt, i mean one of the reasons i broke up with him was so that i could see and date other people, it would be silly for me to break up with him for that reason and then just sit around and not do anything...lol. im following through with what i said i wanted to do!
oh so now that i've bored you all to tears and im sure you all have been throwing up with how retarded this entry is, but im just so much happier now! and i just wanna talk about it!
ok, NSOA interview time! :)