I literally copied and pasted this from my morning emails I've sent out to friends and family.  I just can't bear to have to type it out over and over again.  I had Ayesha for 16 years.... she was the one constant in my life.  And now she's gone.
Ayesha died this morning.  And I miss her terribly.  I've cried more for that cat in the past 24 hours ( Read more... )

... the roofers who are putting on my new roof and who were being so VERY careful not to crush my flower beds and veggie garden.... completely CRUSHED my pumpkins in the front garden.... CRUSHED THEM.  *sniff*  Excuse me.... *sobs*

... I can not have a personal day tomorrow and will not be able to make it to my parents place for Christmas.... and thus am having to stay here in Kansas and no have a single present to open on Christmas day... in my sad little house all alone. OK.... so maybe Lee will come stay with me and hold me while I cry.