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i just watched American Beauty and woah. Im not quite sure that anything has rung quite so true to life. theres a point where Kevin Spacey's character realizes that hes been asleep for the past twenty years and he wants to wake up. I never want to fall asleep. God its just such a good movie. Cinematically its orgasmic. Purely gorgeous.
today on Dawsons Creek Joey and Pacey had sex for the first time. it was trippy to watch. i wonder if ill ever get to that point or if it really does only exist in movies. maybe i should boost my self worth and pull my ass out of a dumb cycle and get a boyfriend first though. any suggestions? maybe im a lesbian. just a thought.
"Common, you dont think he fucks you because you have a great personality?"
compliment or diss? you decide.
List of People i need to see pronto...in no particular order
Chipi
Britty
Robbie
Gen
Nick (soley because i need a good hugging)
do you believe in second chances
do you believe in reincarnation
in the things ive never felt
or the things i want to be?
i think i might be waiting
but im not entirely sure
if its just my brain thats spinning
on a world thats standing still.
sometimes i worry that im alone
sometimes i think that things are beautiful
that my eyes are so wide open
even if my heart is tightly shut.
and things just come out of my heart
it poorly punctuated fragments
thats the best i can do
to explain what its like
to delve into the world
to let you in.
i want to take another step.
do you ever believe?
today on Dawsons Creek Joey and Pacey had sex for the first time. it was trippy to watch. i wonder if ill ever get to that point or if it really does only exist in movies. maybe i should boost my self worth and pull my ass out of a dumb cycle and get a boyfriend first though. any suggestions? maybe im a lesbian. just a thought.
"Common, you dont think he fucks you because you have a great personality?"
compliment or diss? you decide.
List of People i need to see pronto...in no particular order
Chipi
Britty
Robbie
Gen
Nick (soley because i need a good hugging)
do you believe in second chances
do you believe in reincarnation
in the things ive never felt
or the things i want to be?
i think i might be waiting
but im not entirely sure
if its just my brain thats spinning
on a world thats standing still.
sometimes i worry that im alone
sometimes i think that things are beautiful
that my eyes are so wide open
even if my heart is tightly shut.
and things just come out of my heart
it poorly punctuated fragments
thats the best i can do
to explain what its like
to delve into the world
to let you in.
i want to take another step.
do you ever believe?