Jun 29, 2005 18:07
I want a girl with a mind like a diamond
I want a girl who knows what’s best
I want a girl with shoes that cut
And eyes that burn like cigarettes
I want a girl with the right allocations
Who’s fast, thorough, and sharp as a tack
She’s playing with her jewelry
She’s putting up her hair
She’s touring the facilities
And picking up the slack
I want a girl with a short skirt and a long jacket.
I WANT TO BE THAT GIRL!!!!!! PLEASE LET ME BE THAT GIRL!!!! i have shoes that cut! my eyes burn! my mind is kinda more like a ruby...but sure!!!
ive given up on shaving my legs more than once a week. hair doesnt grown that fast, and the only people who would know im hairy dont care. so fuck you modern societal conventions...i do what i want. but i do need to go buy more razors.
im finally back from Bal Harbour. beautiful place to hang for like a day, but super boring. they never checked my ID and i was never happier. can i get a hells yea for margeritas by the pool? i thought i could. kiss that.
but i missed here. i missed home. from an hour away things seemed to be crumbling and i was to far to fix them and it killed me. lately i feel like anytime away from home is just a waste of the time i have left. i miss roberto and brittany. i miss leo and nat and lauren and mau (who i havent seen in at least a week and its breaking my heart!) and all the people and things that ive become so accustomed to having around all the time. and i thought about britt alot this trip. because nat i get to keep. lauren and mau and roberto and leo...they'll still be right here when i visit. but britt wont be here. i dont know what im going to do without her all the time. that girl is my best friend in the world, she means so much to me. and god do we drive each other nuts sometimes...but we're getting better. as long as i live, i dont think im ever as true to myself with anyone but her. and the only thing that keeps me from crying all the time...is that i know that time and distance, they just dont hold a candle to that.
i think im all emotioned out. and i have one thing to say in conclusion. and pay close attention because i rarely find anything so important that i simplify it.
Would the both of you stop being shitheads?
thank you and have a good night.