If I trust in you...
I've been feeling better
I'm excited for the next few weeks
I hope everything turns out okay
I think I've made some sort of compromise between my emotionally open self and the wall I planned to put up
I still let people in on what I'm feeling
but only to an extent
The deeper stuff I save for those that I'm really close to
And it's weird because I thought this would make me feel worse
because I used to like telling everyone everything that was going on with me
But now I see that its better this way
I feel safer keeping people at a distance
Now I can easily differentiate between those I can and cannot trust
So when I meet new people, I can make a better judgment on who to let in and who to keep at a safe distance
I just feel safer emotionally
and this makes me feel so much better
I'm excited for the next few weeks
I hope everything turns out okay
I think I've made some sort of compromise between my emotionally open self and the wall I planned to put up
I still let people in on what I'm feeling
but only to an extent
The deeper stuff I save for those that I'm really close to
And it's weird because I thought this would make me feel worse
because I used to like telling everyone everything that was going on with me
But now I see that its better this way
I feel safer keeping people at a distance
Now I can easily differentiate between those I can and cannot trust
So when I meet new people, I can make a better judgment on who to let in and who to keep at a safe distance
I just feel safer emotionally
and this makes me feel so much better