Hehe, my sister is addicted to Dissidia! :D
Name: Breyzy
Age: 26
【 ABOUT YOU... 】
Please describe your personality: Haha, I hate having to describe it. O_O; Let's see: I'm very determined and stubborn. Once I set my mind to a goal, I don't stop until I finish it. I like helping people out for the most part, but I don't like feeling like I'm being taken advantage of. I'm also very independent, which I think can be both a good and a bad thing since it means I don't rely on others, even if I might need to. I'm told I'm funny, but my humor falls more in the "sarcastic" category so I'm sure there are others who disagree. I can get jealous easily and I don't trust people very readily. Even the people I'm closest to I don't trust fully. It takes a lot to get me mad, but once I've reached a "boiling point" I tend to get REALLY angry and I find it really hard to forgive someone who has made me mad. I also have this tendency to keep my inner thoughts and feelings inside without voicing them.
Some of your likes: Music (mostly alternative and J-Pop/J-Rock), various forms of entertainment (such as anime, manga, books, games, movies, writing, etc.), nice people, intelligent "stupid" humor (not gross out humor!), being able to relax after a stressful day, etc.
and some of your dislikes: Mean/rude people, when people get into my personal space (I HAVE A PERSONAL SPACE BUBBLE, I DO!), when people always make assumptions about things without actually knowing anything about them, and when people are rude to others just for the sake of being rude.
Five negative traits of yours:
1. Untrusting: I have MAJOR trust issues. I can count the number of people I trust strongly with one hand, and even then I don't trust them fully. In a way, I'm very secretive when it comes to things I'm thinking or feeling.
2. Jealous: I can get jealous far more easily than I'd like to. I've been that way since I was a kid and I have yet to grow out of it. I just don't voice it out loud as much anymore.
3. Unforgiving: I am generally a very nice, open-minded person for the most part. It takes A LOT to get me angry. However, once I've reached the point where I do get angry...I get super pissed. I am not a nice person when I'm mad at someone and since it takes a lot to get me mad, if I have managed to get angry I tend not to "forgive-and-forget." It takes a long time for me to get over getting mad, and even longer for me to forgive. When I do "forgive" someone, things are still pretty rocky because I go back to totally not trusting them at all. O_o
4. Indecisive: okay, so, I'm pretty determined ONCE I've set my mind to something, but actually getting me there? Sometimes, especially depending on the topic at hand, I can be pretty indecisive. I have to really weigh the Pros and Cons and I constantly research things before making most major decisions. Once I've made that decision, I'll follow through with it with very little hesitation...but, getting me to the point is quite a task sometimes, hehe.
5. Independent: I actually cover this in the answer to the *next* question! O_O;
Five positive traits of yours:
1. Determined/Hard-Working: Once I put my mind to something, there's no way to talk me out of it. If I set a goal for myself, I'm the type of person who will continue to strive for it until I meet it. I can get stressed out VERY quickly if I'm not paying attention to it. I'm determined...to the point of being obnoxiously stubborn sometimes. I try to do a lot of things all at once and will end up getting really stressed before I realize that I've worked myself too thin. I've even gotten physically sick from stress. I'm working on that though, so I still consider my determination a good thing. I don't give up when things get hard.
2. Curious: I will always try to learn new things or better understand things that are a mystery to me. I am a firm believer in the philosophy that one person cannot know all there is to know about a given subject. I'm constantly learning new things, from various academic subjects to life in general. I actually electrocuted myself as a kid once because I wanted to know WHY adults told me not to stick things in electrical sockets (I figured it out pretty quick!). I think being curious about the world is a good thing though. It lets you see the world in a different way once you start to understand things in it better.
3. Independent: I consider this both a positive and negative trait of mine. It's positive in that I can handle things on my own and I look out for myself...it's negative because I feel like relying on others is a weakness, even in cases when it's obvious I need to (like when I'm stressed out for taking too much on myself). I won't ask for help even when I need it because I rely too much on myself and not enough on others. I'm working on that too though.
4. Helpful: I enjoy helping others for the most part, but not for glory or anything like that! I've had a lot of experiences where I could have used some help or advice, and I know how vulnerable and alone one can feel in those kinds of situations...so, I enjoy being able to help others when I can or if the opportunity presents itself. I'm not sure what it is that I can do for others a lot of the time, but I like being there for them even if it just means that they vent at me for hours or something.
5. Humorous: or, at least I'm told that I'm humorous by others? O_o I definitely enjoy having a good laugh, but...I'm kind of more sarcastic with my humor, so I'm not sure everyone out there would agree. I wasn't sure what to put here, hehe! Lolz, I like being able to laugh and find humor in things. I find that if you don't do that life can be very sad and overwhelming sometimes. One of the best feelings in the world to me is being able to laugh freely and to share that with others!
What is the first impression that you give to others? I've been told that I'm kind of intimidating from a first impression perspective as I'm not the warmest person when I'm first meeting someone, but that once I get more comfortable with someone that impression goes away pretty fast (one of my friends once told me I'm an example of why it is good not to judge someone by a first impression and I'm still not sure if that was a compliment or not, hehe)! I tend to be told that I'm funny and generally nice once people get to know me more.
give some adjectives people close to you use to describe you: Let's see..."persistent, humorous, dependable, friendly, hard-working, intelligent, loyal." ...LIARS.
Is there any character you strongly oppose to being voted as (if there is,pick only ONE): ...Not really? Although, if you say Sephiroth, I might cry a little on the inside (since I can't really picture myself as being similar to him at all). :D
【 THIS or THAT 】
Are you...(feel free to give a little explanation)
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Neither, honestly. I'm more Realistic. I don't think the world is made of puppies and rainbows, but I don't think it is out to get you either. Everything is just...what it is to me.
Cautious or Impulsive: ...It depends on what I might want. I am way more likely to be impulsive and jump into something without thinking *if* I'm already excited about it, but if it isn't something that I'm all that interested in I take a few more moments and try to approach it cautiously.
Calm or Hyper: Haha, I'm about to not be very helpful (again!), but it honestly depends on the situation! If I'm at work or doing something that really requires my focus, then I'm extremely calm...but, if it is something I'm excited about, I can get pretty hyper (also, it depends on my caffeine intake! O_O;).
Mature or Immature: For the most part, I'm mature...but, we all have our immature sides though, don't we? :)
Safe or Brave: Uh, depends on the context? And your definition of the word "brave," honestly. I don't like putting myself in places where my emotions are really visible or I start to feel vulnerable, so I have this tendency to keep all my thoughts and feelings inside unless I really trust someone or just can't keep them bottled up any longer (yes, as cliche as it sounds, I do wear a "mask" so to speak)...so, in that regard I actually don't think of myself as brave at all. I play it more "safe" for myself since I find the emotional/psychological stuff super scary...but, something physical that might scare me (such as getting a shot or public speaking)? I can do those without much hesitation other than the occasional lamenting over it...so, I guess I'm kind of brave when it comes to that kind of thing. O_o I'm not really sure how to answer this one.
Outgoing or shy/reserved: I'm shy for about ten minutes when I'm first meeting someone, but I can't stay that way for long! I find silence really uncomfortable and unnerving, so I will always try to start conversations to fill the void, hehe. :D
Hardworking or Laid-Back In general, I'm hardworking! If I want something, I don't really stop until I accomplish that goal. ...However, if it is something I'm maybe not 100%-invested in, I can be pretty laid-back regarding it. I'll still work for it, but I probably won't put as much effort into it overall.
Confident or Insecure/Doubtful: Outwardly confident, inwardly horribly insecure/doubtful. Despite how I may appear really driven and confident on the outside, most of the time on the inside I am full of doubts and fear. Like I've mentioned before, I just don't like vocalizing that kind of stuff unless I'm around someone I can really trust.
Light-hearted or serious: Light-hearted on the outside for the most part, although I do have my serious moments! I tend to always think more seriously on the inside than I act on the outside though.
【 GET READY TO FIGHT! 】
What is your fighting style? Do you plan ahead? Defend and support your team? An offensive fighter or something else?: A mixture of speed and a long-range attack, probably (emphasis on the speed part though!). I think being speedy would be a key asset in a fight, and if you have a long-range attack you can use it and then get out of the way fast. I'd probably start off with a plan all in mind and totally lose it in the heat of battle and just sort of end up winging the whole thing, lolz! I'd probably be more of an offensive fighter, but I'd try to help out the team with some items and healing when it was possible (or just simple defending, if nothing else).
What motivates you to fight? Would it be for the sake of the world, for someone you care about, for a specific desire, for yourself?: I'm not sure! Probably because there's some goal I want to meet or someone I need to talk to has been dragged into it. I'm not the kind of person who would willingly volunteer for something like that if I had other options, so it would probably have to be slightly personal at least! I guess, in the grand scheme of things, I could also say for the sake of the world...because, really, if I'm trying to help the sake of the world I'm kind of helping myself and those I care about out too. :D
Are you the type to taunt your opponent during a fight, or just get the job done without speaking much?: I'm not sure I'd really taunt them much...I might say one or two things to them because that is in my nature and I can't really stand silence, but I can't imagine really taunting someone even if we were in a fight (in fact, if they made me really angry, I'd probably just not say anything to them at all! O_O;).
If you had to face a much stronger opponent, what would your thoughts be? Would you develop a strategy or rush into the battle and hope for the best?: My first thought would probably be "Well, that kind of stinks~! O_O;" and then I'd try to think of a strategy for about ten seconds, rush in there and forget what said strategy possibly was...and then have no other alternative but to hope for the best.
Do you enjoy conflict or do you seek to end battles as quickly as possible? I seek to end battles as quickly as possible. I actually kind of hate *real* conflict, despite having a slightly competitive nature.
Are you the type to work for another, be the leader, or work solo?: Work solo in most cases, although I tend to get thrown into situations where I'm forced into a leadership position. I can only work for another if I really respect them. Although, honestly, I still kind of prefer working by myself if I have the chance since I'm not horribly fond of team situations (I can work in them fine, but they make me slightly uncomfortable since I have to rely on others more that way...and I've mentioned above that is something I'm trying to feel more secure with!).
【 SITUATION 】
You're in the middle of a very important battle, but your friend/partner is deeply wounded. You have a chance of winning if you continue fighting, but their wounds look pretty severe... Do you finish the battle or help your friend and flee/lose?: ...Tough situation and I'd probably be a little hesitant to leave if the odds of winning are good, but I wouldn't want my friend to suffer. Ultimately, I'd hesitate for a moment and then flee to help my friend! There will always be more opportunities to fight later.
Someone just ordered you to take an important but risky mission where there is no guarantee you will succeed. You had been given a chance to decline, but there are great benefits if you do succeed. Would you accept or decline it? Initially, I'd be pretty skeptical about the mission...but, I'd probably accept it eventually if it really does have such amazing benefits! I'd just complain about it the whole time, lolz.
You're standing on the street when an old lady comes and asks you to help her. How do you react? Go along with it, ignore her, punch her in the face...?: I'd help! I see no reason not to. :)
You've obviously been chosen by one of the gods for a reason, but how do you feel about this? Are you honored? feel as if your freedom has been taken away? wish you could throw them off a cliff?: Well, I guess I'd be honored to an extent...although, I really wouldn't *want* to have something that serious chosen for me. I'd like to have more say in my future!
Someone you don't recognize is in mortal danger. They could die if you don't help, but they might be on the opposite side of the conflict... what do you decide? ...I'd help them. Honestly, if they do end up being on the opposite side of the conflict I can just fight them later...but, that isn't a risk I'm willing to take. If I didn't help them, I'd feel horribly guilty about it later!
【 MARK YOUR VALUES 】
Pick the ones that apply to you
[ ] Death
[ ] Destruction
[X] Family
[X] Friendship
[/] Fun (to an extent? I like having fun, but I'm not sure I'd say it is a "value" of mine! O_o)
[X] Honour
[X] Hope
[X] Knowledge
[ ] Power
[ ] Romance/Lust
[ ] Love
【 VOTES 】
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Age: 26
【 ABOUT YOU... 】
Please describe your personality: Haha, I hate having to describe it. O_O; Let's see: I'm very determined and stubborn. Once I set my mind to a goal, I don't stop until I finish it. I like helping people out for the most part, but I don't like feeling like I'm being taken advantage of. I'm also very independent, which I think can be both a good and a bad thing since it means I don't rely on others, even if I might need to. I'm told I'm funny, but my humor falls more in the "sarcastic" category so I'm sure there are others who disagree. I can get jealous easily and I don't trust people very readily. Even the people I'm closest to I don't trust fully. It takes a lot to get me mad, but once I've reached a "boiling point" I tend to get REALLY angry and I find it really hard to forgive someone who has made me mad. I also have this tendency to keep my inner thoughts and feelings inside without voicing them.
Some of your likes: Music (mostly alternative and J-Pop/J-Rock), various forms of entertainment (such as anime, manga, books, games, movies, writing, etc.), nice people, intelligent "stupid" humor (not gross out humor!), being able to relax after a stressful day, etc.
and some of your dislikes: Mean/rude people, when people get into my personal space (I HAVE A PERSONAL SPACE BUBBLE, I DO!), when people always make assumptions about things without actually knowing anything about them, and when people are rude to others just for the sake of being rude.
Five negative traits of yours:
1. Untrusting: I have MAJOR trust issues. I can count the number of people I trust strongly with one hand, and even then I don't trust them fully. In a way, I'm very secretive when it comes to things I'm thinking or feeling.
2. Jealous: I can get jealous far more easily than I'd like to. I've been that way since I was a kid and I have yet to grow out of it. I just don't voice it out loud as much anymore.
3. Unforgiving: I am generally a very nice, open-minded person for the most part. It takes A LOT to get me angry. However, once I've reached the point where I do get angry...I get super pissed. I am not a nice person when I'm mad at someone and since it takes a lot to get me mad, if I have managed to get angry I tend not to "forgive-and-forget." It takes a long time for me to get over getting mad, and even longer for me to forgive. When I do "forgive" someone, things are still pretty rocky because I go back to totally not trusting them at all. O_o
4. Indecisive: okay, so, I'm pretty determined ONCE I've set my mind to something, but actually getting me there? Sometimes, especially depending on the topic at hand, I can be pretty indecisive. I have to really weigh the Pros and Cons and I constantly research things before making most major decisions. Once I've made that decision, I'll follow through with it with very little hesitation...but, getting me to the point is quite a task sometimes, hehe.
5. Independent: I actually cover this in the answer to the *next* question! O_O;
Five positive traits of yours:
1. Determined/Hard-Working: Once I put my mind to something, there's no way to talk me out of it. If I set a goal for myself, I'm the type of person who will continue to strive for it until I meet it. I can get stressed out VERY quickly if I'm not paying attention to it. I'm determined...to the point of being obnoxiously stubborn sometimes. I try to do a lot of things all at once and will end up getting really stressed before I realize that I've worked myself too thin. I've even gotten physically sick from stress. I'm working on that though, so I still consider my determination a good thing. I don't give up when things get hard.
2. Curious: I will always try to learn new things or better understand things that are a mystery to me. I am a firm believer in the philosophy that one person cannot know all there is to know about a given subject. I'm constantly learning new things, from various academic subjects to life in general. I actually electrocuted myself as a kid once because I wanted to know WHY adults told me not to stick things in electrical sockets (I figured it out pretty quick!). I think being curious about the world is a good thing though. It lets you see the world in a different way once you start to understand things in it better.
3. Independent: I consider this both a positive and negative trait of mine. It's positive in that I can handle things on my own and I look out for myself...it's negative because I feel like relying on others is a weakness, even in cases when it's obvious I need to (like when I'm stressed out for taking too much on myself). I won't ask for help even when I need it because I rely too much on myself and not enough on others. I'm working on that too though.
4. Helpful: I enjoy helping others for the most part, but not for glory or anything like that! I've had a lot of experiences where I could have used some help or advice, and I know how vulnerable and alone one can feel in those kinds of situations...so, I enjoy being able to help others when I can or if the opportunity presents itself. I'm not sure what it is that I can do for others a lot of the time, but I like being there for them even if it just means that they vent at me for hours or something.
5. Humorous: or, at least I'm told that I'm humorous by others? O_o I definitely enjoy having a good laugh, but...I'm kind of more sarcastic with my humor, so I'm not sure everyone out there would agree. I wasn't sure what to put here, hehe! Lolz, I like being able to laugh and find humor in things. I find that if you don't do that life can be very sad and overwhelming sometimes. One of the best feelings in the world to me is being able to laugh freely and to share that with others!
What is the first impression that you give to others? I've been told that I'm kind of intimidating from a first impression perspective as I'm not the warmest person when I'm first meeting someone, but that once I get more comfortable with someone that impression goes away pretty fast (one of my friends once told me I'm an example of why it is good not to judge someone by a first impression and I'm still not sure if that was a compliment or not, hehe)! I tend to be told that I'm funny and generally nice once people get to know me more.
give some adjectives people close to you use to describe you: Let's see..."persistent, humorous, dependable, friendly, hard-working, intelligent, loyal." ...LIARS.
Is there any character you strongly oppose to being voted as (if there is,pick only ONE): ...Not really? Although, if you say Sephiroth, I might cry a little on the inside (since I can't really picture myself as being similar to him at all). :D
【 THIS or THAT 】
Are you...(feel free to give a little explanation)
Optimistic or Pessimistic: Neither, honestly. I'm more Realistic. I don't think the world is made of puppies and rainbows, but I don't think it is out to get you either. Everything is just...what it is to me.
Cautious or Impulsive: ...It depends on what I might want. I am way more likely to be impulsive and jump into something without thinking *if* I'm already excited about it, but if it isn't something that I'm all that interested in I take a few more moments and try to approach it cautiously.
Calm or Hyper: Haha, I'm about to not be very helpful (again!), but it honestly depends on the situation! If I'm at work or doing something that really requires my focus, then I'm extremely calm...but, if it is something I'm excited about, I can get pretty hyper (also, it depends on my caffeine intake! O_O;).
Mature or Immature: For the most part, I'm mature...but, we all have our immature sides though, don't we? :)
Safe or Brave: Uh, depends on the context? And your definition of the word "brave," honestly. I don't like putting myself in places where my emotions are really visible or I start to feel vulnerable, so I have this tendency to keep all my thoughts and feelings inside unless I really trust someone or just can't keep them bottled up any longer (yes, as cliche as it sounds, I do wear a "mask" so to speak)...so, in that regard I actually don't think of myself as brave at all. I play it more "safe" for myself since I find the emotional/psychological stuff super scary...but, something physical that might scare me (such as getting a shot or public speaking)? I can do those without much hesitation other than the occasional lamenting over it...so, I guess I'm kind of brave when it comes to that kind of thing. O_o I'm not really sure how to answer this one.
Outgoing or shy/reserved: I'm shy for about ten minutes when I'm first meeting someone, but I can't stay that way for long! I find silence really uncomfortable and unnerving, so I will always try to start conversations to fill the void, hehe. :D
Hardworking or Laid-Back In general, I'm hardworking! If I want something, I don't really stop until I accomplish that goal. ...However, if it is something I'm maybe not 100%-invested in, I can be pretty laid-back regarding it. I'll still work for it, but I probably won't put as much effort into it overall.
Confident or Insecure/Doubtful: Outwardly confident, inwardly horribly insecure/doubtful. Despite how I may appear really driven and confident on the outside, most of the time on the inside I am full of doubts and fear. Like I've mentioned before, I just don't like vocalizing that kind of stuff unless I'm around someone I can really trust.
Light-hearted or serious: Light-hearted on the outside for the most part, although I do have my serious moments! I tend to always think more seriously on the inside than I act on the outside though.
【 GET READY TO FIGHT! 】
What is your fighting style? Do you plan ahead? Defend and support your team? An offensive fighter or something else?: A mixture of speed and a long-range attack, probably (emphasis on the speed part though!). I think being speedy would be a key asset in a fight, and if you have a long-range attack you can use it and then get out of the way fast. I'd probably start off with a plan all in mind and totally lose it in the heat of battle and just sort of end up winging the whole thing, lolz! I'd probably be more of an offensive fighter, but I'd try to help out the team with some items and healing when it was possible (or just simple defending, if nothing else).
What motivates you to fight? Would it be for the sake of the world, for someone you care about, for a specific desire, for yourself?: I'm not sure! Probably because there's some goal I want to meet or someone I need to talk to has been dragged into it. I'm not the kind of person who would willingly volunteer for something like that if I had other options, so it would probably have to be slightly personal at least! I guess, in the grand scheme of things, I could also say for the sake of the world...because, really, if I'm trying to help the sake of the world I'm kind of helping myself and those I care about out too. :D
Are you the type to taunt your opponent during a fight, or just get the job done without speaking much?: I'm not sure I'd really taunt them much...I might say one or two things to them because that is in my nature and I can't really stand silence, but I can't imagine really taunting someone even if we were in a fight (in fact, if they made me really angry, I'd probably just not say anything to them at all! O_O;).
If you had to face a much stronger opponent, what would your thoughts be? Would you develop a strategy or rush into the battle and hope for the best?: My first thought would probably be "Well, that kind of stinks~! O_O;" and then I'd try to think of a strategy for about ten seconds, rush in there and forget what said strategy possibly was...and then have no other alternative but to hope for the best.
Do you enjoy conflict or do you seek to end battles as quickly as possible? I seek to end battles as quickly as possible. I actually kind of hate *real* conflict, despite having a slightly competitive nature.
Are you the type to work for another, be the leader, or work solo?: Work solo in most cases, although I tend to get thrown into situations where I'm forced into a leadership position. I can only work for another if I really respect them. Although, honestly, I still kind of prefer working by myself if I have the chance since I'm not horribly fond of team situations (I can work in them fine, but they make me slightly uncomfortable since I have to rely on others more that way...and I've mentioned above that is something I'm trying to feel more secure with!).
【 SITUATION 】
You're in the middle of a very important battle, but your friend/partner is deeply wounded. You have a chance of winning if you continue fighting, but their wounds look pretty severe... Do you finish the battle or help your friend and flee/lose?: ...Tough situation and I'd probably be a little hesitant to leave if the odds of winning are good, but I wouldn't want my friend to suffer. Ultimately, I'd hesitate for a moment and then flee to help my friend! There will always be more opportunities to fight later.
Someone just ordered you to take an important but risky mission where there is no guarantee you will succeed. You had been given a chance to decline, but there are great benefits if you do succeed. Would you accept or decline it? Initially, I'd be pretty skeptical about the mission...but, I'd probably accept it eventually if it really does have such amazing benefits! I'd just complain about it the whole time, lolz.
You're standing on the street when an old lady comes and asks you to help her. How do you react? Go along with it, ignore her, punch her in the face...?: I'd help! I see no reason not to. :)
You've obviously been chosen by one of the gods for a reason, but how do you feel about this? Are you honored? feel as if your freedom has been taken away? wish you could throw them off a cliff?: Well, I guess I'd be honored to an extent...although, I really wouldn't *want* to have something that serious chosen for me. I'd like to have more say in my future!
Someone you don't recognize is in mortal danger. They could die if you don't help, but they might be on the opposite side of the conflict... what do you decide? ...I'd help them. Honestly, if they do end up being on the opposite side of the conflict I can just fight them later...but, that isn't a risk I'm willing to take. If I didn't help them, I'd feel horribly guilty about it later!
【 MARK YOUR VALUES 】
Pick the ones that apply to you
[ ] Death
[ ] Destruction
[X] Family
[X] Friendship
[/] Fun (to an extent? I like having fun, but I'm not sure I'd say it is a "value" of mine! O_o)
[X] Honour
[X] Hope
[X] Knowledge
[ ] Power
[ ] Romance/Lust
[ ] Love
【 VOTES 】
Applications you've voted on:
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