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[disarm_d]

Stories (Bandom, American Idol, Gossip Girl, One Direction)

Blanket warning: Any of these stories may contain descriptions of recreational drug/alcohol use.

These are stories: not truths! No harm is intended. I borrow real people's names and write stories about them.

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  Newer ones are at the top
  
  [One Direction RPS] Give It All Away (To Only You)
  Zayn/Harry | NC-17 | ~ 10,000 words | Warnings for painplay (nipple play, cock slapping, scratching, biting).
  “Zayn’s got love at first sight,” Louis says. “Again.” University AU.
  
  [One Direction RPS] Soft Like Circles Strong Like Squares
  Harry/Louis | NC-17 | ~4,750 words | A/B/O AU
  The producers took a risk putting an alpha in the group, but alpha exposure in the media had been increasingly trendy and Harry was sweet for an alpha. They always said it like that -- sweet for an alpha. Polite for an alpha. Smart for an alpha.
  
  [One Direction RPS] Outlast
  OT5 (various other side pairings) | NC-17 | ~ 20,000 words
  And then Louis says, “I bet £10,000 I could go longer without wanking than all of you,” which was probably his first mistake. In which Louis has some regrets, Liam isn’t worried, Niall wants to help, Harry tries to forfeit, and Zayn may or may not be bothered.
  
  [One Direction RPS] And If You Ask Nicely
  Louis/Harry | NC-17 | ~5,000 words
  Every time Harry says please, it takes them a little further down the rabbit hole. X-factor era.
  
  [One Direction RPS] So Much Of The City Is Our Bodies
  Louis/Zayn, Harry/Niall (Harry/Nick Grimshaw) | NC-17 | ~23,000 words | AU
  A place/ where everything too big to take apart/ had been left behind. Toronto AU.
  
  [One Direction RPS] Method to the Madness
  Louis/Zayn | NC-17 | 12,000 words
  Louis doesn’t trust himself to know the right way to touch Zayn anymore.
  
  [Community - TV Show] Institutional Hegemonics and Introduction to Maturescence
  Annie/Abed/Troy | ~12,250 words | R
  Things aren’t going according Annie’s plan. The gang graduates.
  
  [One Direction/BBC R1 RPS] This Is All Ours
  Harry Styles/Nick Grimshaw [unrequited Harry/Louis] | ~8,500 words | NC-17
  Harry and Nick start hooking up. It’s just friends.
  
  [One Direction RPS] Trust In Your Dream
  Unrequited Harry/Louis | ~ 3,300 words | R
  Harry hits his head and wakes up in a world where he and Louis are not dating.
  
  [One Direction/BBC R1 RPS] Just You And Everyone You Know
  Harry Styles/Nick Grimshaw | R | ~2200 words
  “The problem with pop stars,” Nick says, “is that everyone wants a piece.”
  
  [One Direction RPS] Practice
  Zayn/Harry | NC-17 | ~5,000 words
  Harry decides he wants to have some gay sex and asks Zayn to help.
  
  [One Direction RPS] Watched the Ocean Eat the Sand
  Zayn/Harry | NC-17 | ~13,000 words | AU | Warnings for recreational drug and alcohol use.
  Canadian West Coast AU
  
  One Direction Comment Fic:
  
  • Harry/Zayn | NC-17 | 775 words
    Prompt: But dear GOD would I love something, anything with a kink flavouring. So many photos of hair-pulling and hands crossed at the wrist and and and unnnnnnnnnnnggghhhh.
    
    
  • Zayn/Louis | PG | 400 words
    Prompt: I'd like to read about Louis and Zayn celebrating after a prank they planned goes well and all that jumping around/hugging/fist bumping etc leads to lingering touches hugging a bit too long and then to kisses?
    
    
  • Zayn & Niall | PG | 550 words
    Prompt: Niall/Zayn au outside a club or pub, they meet because Niall's a little drunk and asks Zayn to bum a smoke.
    
    
  • Harry/Zayn | PG | 1,000 words
    Prompt: I just think you should write a lot about Harry and Zayn touching, is all.
    
    
  • Niall/Harry | PG | 600 words
    Prompt: LITERALLY ALL I WANT IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS NIALL/HARRY MAKEOUTS.
    
  
  
  [Grey's Anatomy] What Do You Go Home To?
  Cristina Yang | PG-13 | 2,200 words
  It’s only the aftermath after it’s done.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Regular Decorated Emergency
  Brendon/Ryan | NC-17 | ~ 13,400 words
  what are we now by voices/who promised each other another life/ neither of us can deliver
  
  [The Like/Panic! at the Disco/Fall Out Boy RPS] A Shift In Shapes Has Come Around
  Tennessee/Z, Brendon/Pete | 7,400 words | NC-17 (people who are still in high school have sex)
  Tennessee’s just a little concerned with the being-the-only-girl-Z-has-dated thing. High school AU.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] After All These Years
  Shane/Brendon | PG-13 | ~1400 words | Swimming pool
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] take it in breathe it out
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~2400 words
  He’d said, “How hard do you want it?” and Brendon said, “Yeah, pretty hard,” and then the elevator pinged to announce the arrival of their floor.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] The Myth of Innocence
  Brendon/Spencer | R | ~10,500 words | AU -- set Sometime That Isn't Now
  Brendon finds something and comes to Spencer for help. Spencer makes space in his quiet life for Brendon, and finds that he doesn't want him to leave. With a guest appearance from The Young Veins & The Like.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Porny Ficlet
  Spencer/Brendon/Shane | 900 words of blowjobs (NC-17!)
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Finale
  Brendon&Shane, Brendon/Sarah (Brendon/Shane) | light R | ~ 9600 words | University!AU
  Brendon's still learning how to ask for what he wants.
  
  [Greek] Greek ficlet
  Evan Chambers | PG-13 | ~ 1150 words.
  Maybe one day he'll be small enough to fit between the cracks and he'll finally get to where he wants to be
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] flight is just a concept (that we live inside)
  Ryan (Ryan/OFC, past Ryan/Keltie, other canon pairings) | PG-13 | ~ 14000 words | AU
  Ryan moves to a small town and adopts The Cat Who Must Not Be Named. He befriends his neighbour Jon, a new father, and Brendon, the waiter at the local bar.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Want Only One Thing
  Spencer/Brendon | PG-13 | ~ 8860 words | Holiday!fic | for drawn_to exchange
  It's months and months after the Panic! split, and Spencer is stressed, :( He just wants to make sure everything goes okay for the band. And for Brendon.
  
  Kink_Bingo stories are linked over at this post:
  • In This Quiet
    Adam & Kris | PG-13 | ~1300 words
    Kink Bingo: Silence
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Once Was
    Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 | ~ 5500 words
    Kink Bingo: Wildcard = Blindfolds
    Warnings for blindfolds (written in a potentially triggering way), established relationship, kink.
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Temperature Rising
    Jon/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 1980 words
    Kink Bingo: rough sex
    Warnings for hate sex frottage set during the Panic! divorce.
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Eyes Only
    Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 | ~ 2100 words
    Kink Bingo: Humiliation (in public)
    Warnings for public sex, verbal humiliation, D/s tones, established relationship.
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] (Film the World) Before It Happens
    Brendon/Shane | R | ~ 1500 words
    Kink Bingo: film/photography
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Shock
    Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 | ~ 2950 words
    Kink Bingo: Electricity
    
    
  • [Panic! at the Disco RPS] And Under Certain Starry Nights
    Jon/Ryan | R | ~ 1900 words
    Kink Bingo: Tentacles
    
    
  • [Americal Idol RPS] Set Out To Change The World
    Adam Lambert/Brad Bell | R | ~ 1250 words
    Kink Bingo: Phone Sex
  
  [Gossip Girl] Feel The Same
  Blair/Chuck | NC-17 | ~ 1500 words
  "No," Blair says. "I'm not without a date."
  
  [American Idol RPS] Think of Nothing Tonight
  Adam & Kris (Adam/Drake, Kris/Katy) | PG-13 | ~ 4100 words
  "Normally I'm good at distance," Adam says. "But this tour feels different or something."
  
  [America Idol RPS] Consider it a Challenge
  Adam and Kris | PG-13 | ~ 1400 words
  Week eight, after results night.
  
  Adam/Brendon [Americal Idol/Panic! at the Disco RPS]
  
  • Got That Certain Something
    Brendon/Adam | NC-17 | ~ 3775 words | Warnings for lingerie | Same 'verse as More
    Brendon finds Adam's underwear drawer.
    
    
  • More
    Brendon Urie/Adam Lambert | NC-17 | ~18000 words | Kiss And Tell should be read as a prequel to this story.
    "Don't you have experience with this kind of thing?" Adam asks.
    "Dick?" Brendon asks, blinking.
    
    
  • Kiss and Tell | Brendon Urie /Adam Lambert | PG-13 | ~1250 words
    Brendon and Adam's first kiss.
  
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Call It Home
  Brendon/Spencer (& Ryan/Jon) | NC-17 | ~ 35 700 words | AU
  While on an off-planet assignment, Spencer meets Brendon: sex slave.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Got Flowers and Lots of Hours
  Jon/Ryan | G | ~ 2100 words | unapologetic fluff
  Ryan turns into a cat.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco/The Dresden Dolls RPF] Enough to Fit Inside the Cracks
  Brendon/Amanda Palmer | NC-17 (super mild D/s) | ~ 4500 words
  Tour is a little overwhelming sometimes.
  
  [Gossip Girl] Made A Scene By The Revolving Doors
  Eric & Chuck | Gen | light R-ish (underage drug use) | ~ 1300 words
  "All of my scandals ultimately end up being about something else," Eric says. "It's a funny thing to be grateful for."
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] always seem to be opening
  Brendon (Brendon/OFC, Brendon&Shane)| NC-17 (for het sex) | ~ 10 250 words
  The joining we do with others needs containing.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Hey Pretty (don't you want to)
  Brendon/Shane, Brendon/Spencer/Shane | NC-17 | ~ 17 750 words | AU
  Brendon and Shane, vampire boyfriends, take on Spencer as their pet. Shenanigans ensue.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Silly Boy Blue
  Ryan/Jon & Brendon/Spencer | pg-13 | ~ 7 600 words | AU
  Ryan worries that Jon might [wrongly] think they've started dating.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Ex Post
  Brendon/Shane | NC-17 (for sex, some D/s & other kink) | ~ 12 100 words
  In models where there is uncertainty that is resolved during the course of events, the ex post values (e.g. of expected gain) are those that are calculated after the uncertainty has been resolved. From: here.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] No Circumstances Could Excuse
  Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 (for sexuality, violence, and disturbing content) | ~ 5 200 words | AU
  "I could be the bad guy," Spencer offers.
  + Coda, 1100 words, R for disturbing content.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Moments Like These
  Brendon/Shane | NC-17 | ~ 4800 words | Warnings for some orgasm denial and slight D/s themes in the context of an established relationship.
  They have a hotel night with nothing to do the next morning.
  
  Sweater Vests [Panic! at the Disco RPS]
  
  • Easier to Understand
    Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 8200 words | AU | Sequel of sorts to Looking For Techniques. |
    He chooses Brendon over and over again in the only ways that he can.
    
    
  • Looking for techniques
    Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 8000 words | AU |
    Spencer can't believe himself for trying something like this. He can't believe that he'd risk his friendship with Brendon, his friendships with everyone else if Brendon decided to tell, his place in the school if Brendon caused enough fuss. Except that when Brendon's tongue brushes over his lower lip, it's easier to understand why.
    + Coda
  
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Everything Else
  Brendon/Shane (brief Brendon/OFC) | NC-17 | ~ 24 750 words
  Brendon already has Shane in every other way.
  + Thanksgiving ficlet.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] And Then They Came On Brendon's Face, The End
  Panic GSF | NC-17 (Holy dirty porn, batman!) | ~ 6 850 words | Warnings: This is v. v. dirty and also v. v. ridiculous, really.
  He doesn't know how to tell them that he doesn't want to be one of the men, standing and jeering -- he wants to take the place of the girl, quietly kneeling, eyes closed and face upraised.
  By sociofemme and disarm_d
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Prickly Pear
  Brendon/Ryan | NC-17 | ~ 4700 words
  Sometimes it's harder to remember where the line is though, when it's just the two of them.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Only Unto Him
  Spencer/Brendon, [Greta Salpeter (The Hush Sound) /Alex Greenwald (Phantom Planet), various canon pairings] | NC-17 | ~ 26 300 words | AU | For harlequin_bands |
  Spencer Smith: Virgin Bride.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Shimmer
  Spencer/Brendon | PG-13 | ~ 7100 words | AU-ish |
  Spencer starts noticing strange things.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Sweet One
  Brendon Urie/Sarah Slean | R | ~ 2 100 words
  The walls of her living room are covered in pictures that she painted. Brendon wants to take one for his own house, but he doesn't know how to ask.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] And Once a Time
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 27 600 words | AU | Warnings for historical inaccuracies. |
  Once upon a time, some bandom people lived in a castle.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Erasing All This Body's Known
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 21 700 words | AU [16 Candles 'verse]
  "What the fuck?" Spencer says, once Brendon has walked away. "Did you see--? With the--?" Spencer pulls his lips back and says, "Grrr."
  "With the him-being-a-vampire?" Ryan says. "Yeah, yeah I noticed that."
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] More Happy Ever After
  Spencer&Brendon (Ryan&Jon) | PG | ~1100 words | egg babies.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Close Your Eyes and Drive
  Spencer & Brendon | NC-17 | ~13 400 Words
  Spencer and Brendon go on a roadtrip.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] If You're Looking For It
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 1800 words
  Do you know how tempted I was to title this 'Up, Up Against the Wall'? SO TEMPTED.
  
  [The Hush Sound/Cobra Starship RPS] Girl Like That
  Greta/VickyT | NC-17 | 2100 words
  Vicky-T is waiting for her in the hotel room.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Somewhere Under the Moon
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~1800 words
  Which is the porny continuation of this ficlet. Spencer/Brendon, PG-13, cake.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] met and transformed
  Brendon | PG-13 | ~ 3600 words | futurefic |
  Brendon's first solo CD sells some 500 000 units.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco/The Cab RPS] Comes to Consciousness
  Brendon/Cash [implied past-Brendon/Ryan.] | NC-17 | ~ 10 300 words
  Brendon's really good when he knows he can't have something, but he's not good at compartmentalizing when he can have a little bit of something that he wants to have all of.
  + Delete Scene. Brendon/Ryan, R, 1500 words
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Where I can lay my head
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 4600 words | For nightmare_xmas
  When Brendon moves away from home, his parents give him the kitchen table that's been sitting in their garage (and the two phone books required to balance out the uneven legs), a cheque for forty-five dollars to get a phone-line installed, and a key to their house.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] My in Yours
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 15 250 words
  Spencer and Brendon at the pornocabin.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Spatial Model
  Spencer/Brendon | R | ~ 1300 words
  Assume that the street is one mile long.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] For all it's worth
  Brendon/Ryan [Brendon/OFC] | light NC-17 | ~ 2100 words | Warnings for hints of D/s.
  I would hope you, too,/ would hold something back,/ and that you'd always want / whatever unequal share/ you had style enough to get.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] this bed (house and head)
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 7100 words | Warnings for drug [ab]use, I guess?
  Spencer goes back to his empty house.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] and take it (easy) | Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 1100 words
  "I was sleeping," Spencer informs him.
  "That's okay," Brendon says. "I can do all the work."
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] earlier in the apple fumes
  Ryan/Spencer's mom (unrequited Ryan/Spencer) | NC-17 | ~ 1500 words
  a caged/ hand waiting to enfold its animal.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Anywhere that I'm with you
  Spencer/Haley/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 8500 words
  "No," Spencer says. "I mean. Okay. So, Haley was thinking, right. Umm. That--"
  Brendon tilts his head to the side. "That?"
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Used to know the name of every person I kissed
  Pete/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 1900 words | For blows_to_come.
  Now I made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Cold light of morning
  Brendon/Ryan | NC-17 | ~ 4000 words |
  Brendon wakes to Ryan's hand stroking softly across his stomach.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Nothing to do with you
  Brendon/Ryan | NC-17 | ~ 10100 Words |
  Ryan's got his own reasons.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Just close enough to touch
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~10500 words | AU! |
  Spencer's had a headache for five days now.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] The new face of
  Brendon/Spencer | NC-17 | ~ 9100 words | AU! |
  “Spencer’s taking a year to find himself,” Ryan says. “That means that he’s waiting until his daddy’s grant goes through so Yale will let him in.”
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Economies of Scale
  Spencer/Brendon | NC-17 | ~ 9200 words | Panic! in the Social Sciences, University AU |
  Brendon and Spencer meet each other in a first year philosophy class that they are taking as an outside elective. They both sit in the front row.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Failing and Flying
  Brendon/Ryan (mentions of Brendon/Alex Deleon from The Cab) | PG-13 | ~4000 words |
  It isn’t a surprise when Brendon and Ryan call a group meeting. It isn’t a surprise, but still no one is happy to hear it.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Wrong Kind of Place to be Thinking of You
  Spencer/Brendon | R | Warnings for abuse of prescription medication | ~ 4200 words |
  Spencer was just trying to stay awake.
  
  [Panic! at the Disco RPS] Walking sideways takes longer, but you get there eventually
  Spencer/Ryan | NC-17 | ~ 3300 words |
  Ryan tries to have a positive heteronormative influence on Spencer, but it doesn't go as planned, because come on! Who do you think you are kidding, Ryan Ross?