Minna-san ( Read more... )

what if all this time I was just lying?

what if it's true then --- that i've been acting masquerades and it just got easier and easier to pretend?

what if it isn't even important to be strong?

i miss ..

i miss my friends. i miss my college people. i miss my family.
i miss life.
i miss emotions.
i miss being human.

i miss alot, alot alot of things.

i miss ( Read more... )

like i said, my fandoms are my FRIENDS. just because i am in a pissed, bad mood doesn't mean they dump me or i turn my back on them. whathehell. GO AWAY. and my fandoms won' want me to giv up a life, you FUCKINBITCHES.   I LOVE MY FANDOMS. AND THAT'S THAT. MY HEART IS BIG ENOUGH. I STILL AVIDLY LOVE AND FAN COUPLINGS, SHIPPINGS AND MANGA/ANIIME ( Read more... )

 I'VE MADE UP MY MIND. I'VE BEEN RUNNING AWAY FOR TOOO LONG. 
I want to gain back the courage and confidence I used to have in myself - till the extent that I'm no longer afraid of being who I am.

It can't be that I've grown up with all of my fandoms, and then in just a few months, I FORGET and become an entirely different person. Yes, I've weakened ( Read more... )

hello minna-san, 
these few hours, however little it is in this span of time, i've been very very happy. flipping through that photograph book was almost as if walking down the journey of my life a second time again, seeing these memories flesh and flash out one by one before my eyes, as i share them with imouto-chan who's been with me most of this ( Read more... )