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yea...so the past 2 days have been nice...relaxing...partyin..beachin...hangin....its been GREAT! too bad my spring break is pretty much over since i have practice 2morrow from 1-9 and friday from 1-9...and championships saturday....so yea....life will suck again starting 2morrow...yippee...
so yea...im like...really depressed...he told me he doesnt care about me anymore....i think thats kinda messed up....and i asked him why he doesnt care about me and he said because i changed.....how did i change? how could i change so much and yet nobody noticed except for him? how could he just suddenly not care about me? that kinda makes me think he never really cared about me to begin with....so i guess the last 7 months of my life were a total waste...gee...thanks....
i just wanna curl up into a hole and pass out.....and wake up and not remember anything about him....i wish i could just pretend i never met him.....
why am i so upset and depressed over somebody who doesnt even care about me at all??
WHY AM I SO STUPID!!?!?!?!?!?!?!@?!??!!??!!??!?!?!\
ugh...sorry...im just gonna shut up....now
so yea...im like...really depressed...he told me he doesnt care about me anymore....i think thats kinda messed up....and i asked him why he doesnt care about me and he said because i changed.....how did i change? how could i change so much and yet nobody noticed except for him? how could he just suddenly not care about me? that kinda makes me think he never really cared about me to begin with....so i guess the last 7 months of my life were a total waste...gee...thanks....
i just wanna curl up into a hole and pass out.....and wake up and not remember anything about him....i wish i could just pretend i never met him.....
why am i so upset and depressed over somebody who doesnt even care about me at all??
WHY AM I SO STUPID!!?!?!?!?!?!?!@?!??!!??!!??!?!?!\
ugh...sorry...im just gonna shut up....now