It’s interesting to me that there seems to be very key moments in my life that I am driving by some inexplicable force to look at the bigger picture. The irony of the “bigger picture” is that as I go through my daily quarrels I am, all the while, convincing myself that what I am striving for is that picture, when in reality I am so grounded; so ( Read more... )

What do i do with you my endless summer days ( Read more... )

Club went so well tonight! The transitions were smooth, the music was good, the walk on was fantastic, and the relationships with the kids I begin to cherish. Could it be that the work the Lord is doing in me and this is not complete? I think so ( Read more... )

I wish that I thought of others more.

In the distance a tall and immovable figure stands ( Read more... )

At the core of it all lies the sadness of isolation. I know why I must be isolated, the growth I've experienced has been incredible. Following Christ on this journey of my life comes at the cost (in this stage) of an isolation that I have never known. My hope is that He will take that isolation and produce a man that I could never pretend to be ( Read more... )

Life is very real ( Read more... )

Focus Kyle, the week has only just begun. You can't start to lose sight of the end now, just take it one day at a time. I'll see you when you're done my friend.

I'm cleared for another year. My heart check up yesterday was nearly a success. My heart hadn't enlarged, I had very little arrhythmia, and six more years on my pacemaker. My only gripe being that because of the minor arrhythmia the slapped a halter monitor on me. That leaves me here, sitting in class at 10:08am with four wires stuck to my ( Read more... )

At any one moment, it seems, that life hangs on the realization of so many monumental choices that can be made. Or maybe it's not that they are monumental all at once, but that they are tiny, incremental choices that ultimately lead to large shifts in one's life. I've been awe stricken more times in the last month by choices that people (and ( Read more... )