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I will attempt to drink tonight, also to drink in moderation. Enough to keep me going but no so much that I drink a half a 5th of rum. I drank some white russians the other night. I forgot how good those are. Maybe a tad sweet but they are still good.
I hope to one day give up my curiosity with the inner workings of people's minds. I can usually expect a friend to act a certain way, but that is just having experience with the person. You get to know their habits and mannerisms which makes predicting their actions easy. Then there are people you dislike. You can't help but question their actions. I best describe it as "irritating entertainment". Why does Person A not like you? Is your personality that grating that it sparks mild hated? And if so, what aspects? Or is it just the way you look? I have to admit that the latter seems to be the cause of it. Maybe not. Ten bucks says it's because I'm just so God damn cool. I just over shadow the lesser beings. Really, though, I can put up with people's shit easy enough, it just frustrates me sometimes when I can't understand them. Anyway, fuck those guys.
I wonder when I became so damn bitter sounding. I seem to bitch about people here more and more. I bet it's because I'm getting older and less tolerant. I'm turning into my dad, if I'm not mistaken.
Mistakes are often the stepping stones to utter failure.
I hope to one day give up my curiosity with the inner workings of people's minds. I can usually expect a friend to act a certain way, but that is just having experience with the person. You get to know their habits and mannerisms which makes predicting their actions easy. Then there are people you dislike. You can't help but question their actions. I best describe it as "irritating entertainment". Why does Person A not like you? Is your personality that grating that it sparks mild hated? And if so, what aspects? Or is it just the way you look? I have to admit that the latter seems to be the cause of it. Maybe not. Ten bucks says it's because I'm just so God damn cool. I just over shadow the lesser beings. Really, though, I can put up with people's shit easy enough, it just frustrates me sometimes when I can't understand them. Anyway, fuck those guys.
I wonder when I became so damn bitter sounding. I seem to bitch about people here more and more. I bet it's because I'm getting older and less tolerant. I'm turning into my dad, if I'm not mistaken.
Mistakes are often the stepping stones to utter failure.