Aug 02, 2004 09:06
Frig I still feel like shit from this stupid throat infection, but I know it will be a bit before I am completely over it. It sucks trying to sleep, as I have to sleep with my mouth open since I cant breathe threw my nose, which makes my tonsils dry out and I wake up in a fit of pain because my tonsils feel like they where ripped out.Drinking water, helps a bit and then when you go back to bed it is the same god damn thing yet again. Stupid infection, should just go away. Oh well maybe I will need to have surgery after this, get my tonsils removed as well as my adnoids. Which I dont really need, so it would be okay. Maybe that way I would have no throat infections again.
Been playing diablo 2 constantly, god damn I got addicted bad to that game again. Even though .10 sucks! .09 was still better, should have left it that way. But noooooo Battle.net had to change it. They always have to change it, yet the same things still happen. People still bot, people still hack and everything. You will never be rid of it, there is always away around it. Then again I cant say much cause I use bots too *hides* Right now I am in the making of doing up a Rabies Druid. Ohhhhh this druid is sweet, and there is a glitch with this one ring so it is great!. I can cheat lol, but anyways this druid is the ultimate PVP, and PVM character. PVP stands for player vs player, while PVM is player vs monster. Rather nifty, but this is in honor of Angie lol. She knows and she laughed about it she always laugh when I use her in my games.
Well like I said yesturday, I was being a stupid idiot about what was gonna happen with me being away from Angie. I know she is not the type of person to cheat, yet why did it cross my mind? Probably just the distance between us, and maybe because I cant see her for a long while again, which really hurts. But like we both know we have alot of growing to do in this relationship if we are going to make it work. Then again that is part of being in a relationship. You have to give and you have to take, it is a 50/50 thing and if you dont share it equally then it will never work. I know with some people they only give there is never any take and that is where problems come from. This person is giving everything yet they feel like something is missing and such. Like I said to Angie, taking care of kids is a 50/50 deal, and she knew that cause I helped take care of them. She knows I love them like they where my own already. They are great kids and I would be happy being called Dad. Then again that is a scary thought, me being a Dad? lol RUN! Run for the hills Marc is becoming a Dad in some little ways. hahahah Okay anyways ~shifty eyes~ where was I? Ohhh yes relationships yes, yes that is where I was. Like I said it is a 2 way street, communication, and everything. Every little thing in a relationship is 2 ways and it has to be seen as such. I think in some ways that scares Angie because I dont think she has really had a relationship that was that way. Most of it was her giving and not having anything given back to her. But then again I dont know exactly, and I wont go into assumptions cause well I just dont want to give the wrong impression as she does read my lj. Ohhh god I forgot about that. ~smacks forehead~ I hope she didnt read about the midget El Cocko and the donkey Maurice and Krista. Hah that was too funny gotta love art class ;)