Alone, and Lost To Drift on The River of Time....

[devil_squrriel]

I honestly feel that way, that I am completely lost and alone, that I am drifting upon a fast flowing river. Everytime it seems to calm down, and I feel like I am getting to shore I hit a rough patch and I am thrown back into it all over again. I am still trying too figure out basically who I am. I dont know who I am, I have never known who I am. I keep trying to figure that out and everything, trying to find out who I am and just be happy.

I was happy and content being down in Missouri, I was happy and content sitting watching the kids and Angie. Taking care of them and all of that, and just being with them. It was great and amazing, nothing I had ever really felt before. But now that I am back here I am just alone.

*sighs*