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I have desided to go aginst my parents wishes and talk to brandi through emails and yahoo messanger, this is the first day I have been out of my room since everything went down, I was in the hospital a few days ago because I cut my self too deep and I couldnt get it to stop bleeding and since I worked there they didnt report it nor did they bring my aprents in to it now that I am 19 theres not much the hospital can do to convice me to let them be in my life. They tried taking the only person that has ever ment anything to me away! Well I say fuck them as long as I dont use their phone to call her and she dont call me I dont see how they will ever find out!!!! I just need to play by their rules for one more year and then me and brandi can be together if she still wants me that is! I LOVE YOU BRANDI WITH ALL MY HEART I dont want to live without you in my life I am sorry I said those things to you but mom was standing right there and they said they would kick my ass out Its nothing against you its everyone down there we left that place for a reason and they want me to leave it behind me, but theres no way I can ever leave you be hind! I LOVE YOU BRANDI LAGOR