No emotions.
Seeing you everyday, was my wish for years. And now it has finally come true.
I'm sorry you're such an asshole.
I'm sorry you did what you did to me and then just left me with it.
And even though I was mostly just punching and kicking and spitting out badwords through that entire while we hugged, I want you to know that I was catching up on all the hugs I missed out on.
You still smell the same.
Everytime you screw my heart over, you stupid boy, I just want to curl up and die.
I feel so alone right now.
Like I'm the only one left on earth.
And the sun burned out ages ago.
Then of course I am being neglected. Because of course I did something again.
It's not fair.
But somehow I still think it's okay.
I'm gonna listen to Mikito for once, since he always sees me. I love my four guys more than anything. You're always there and alert.
Everyone else is bullshit.
I am gonna keep no one but myself close to me.
Korekara.
♥
I'm sorry you're such an asshole.
I'm sorry you did what you did to me and then just left me with it.
And even though I was mostly just punching and kicking and spitting out badwords through that entire while we hugged, I want you to know that I was catching up on all the hugs I missed out on.
You still smell the same.
Everytime you screw my heart over, you stupid boy, I just want to curl up and die.
I feel so alone right now.
Like I'm the only one left on earth.
And the sun burned out ages ago.
Then of course I am being neglected. Because of course I did something again.
It's not fair.
But somehow I still think it's okay.
I'm gonna listen to Mikito for once, since he always sees me. I love my four guys more than anything. You're always there and alert.
Everyone else is bullshit.
I am gonna keep no one but myself close to me.
Korekara.
♥