Adressed to; Beach house.

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Dear Myself, I'm so sorry I suck.
I'm so sorry I am crying so hard right now.
I'm so sorry I keep doing it wrong and talking to him wrong and dealing with him wrong.
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Dear Heart, I'm so sorry I do this to you.
I'm so sorry I don't put you first.
I'm so sorry I shut you out and outvoice you whenever you get the guts to step up.

And Dear You, who I love more than anyone, I'm so sorry I keep failing you.
I'm so sorry I'm not enough.
I'm so sorry that even though I try and try I always end up loving you too much but not trying quite enough.

I love you so much and I am sorry that I do. I'm so sorry. So, so, so sorry that I always seem to be standing too many feet away from the door to pull you in and close it behind you.



// -- Takeshi.