i just want to say im sorry to anyone who i've ever hurt in one way or another. my concious is killing me right now, and although this doesnt really help, at least i got it out.

im so frustrated and stressed out lately. i just want to crawl into a whole and die. all my bad decisions are finally catching up to me. and now, after years of, "melissa, you need to participate more in school" or "melissa, study more or else you're not going to get into the college you want." i am regretfully admitting that my mom was right. well ( Read more... )

IM SO BORED!!! ok i really have absolutly *nothing* to post right now, but im just really bored and had/have nothing better to do, plus i havent posted on here in forever so why not? oh shit i forgot to take my birth control...o well im only an hour late and its not like im having sex soon... so whatev. ummmm ok i guess thats all guys. how lame ( Read more... )

ok so yes.... im not happy. a couple of days ago i got into an accident coming home from work. now those of you who know how i drive (michelle) are going to figure that i was speeding and on someones ass when it happened--but on the contrary, that wasnt the case at all ( Read more... )

yeah so um...im updating. amazing isnt it? yeah, i think so too. so um...tomorrow is me and chris' 3 months. yeah its not a long time, but it feels like it :) michelle says "thats cool for you" so HAH losers, it is cool.....ooook and enough of me being a retard--ahem. tomorrow is my last day at work too. i quit last week so im get my last paycheck ( Read more... )

yes michelle, i didnt want you to find out this way, but im in love with derick. i hope you dont mind too much. :P ( Read more... )

....so i havent been around for a long time-- a REALLY long time. so--i officially graduated last friday. it was weird though, i didnt feel like i belonged there. but its ok, its over now ( Read more... )

DO NOT CLICK ON THE 'THIS IS INTERESTING' or 'WHOS SAUSAGE IS LONGEST' LINKS YOU MAY SEE IN YOUR FRIENDS LIST. IT IS A LJ HACK THAT WILL STEAL YOUR LJ PASSWORD AND POSSIBLY LOCK YOU OUT OF LJ (BY CHANGING YOUR LJ PASSWORD). IT IS ALONG THE SAME LINES AS THE RUSSIAN 'NAME' MEME THAT WENT AROUND YESTERDAY ( Read more... )

( i went scene.... )