Part OnePart TwoPart ThreePart FourPart Five Bobbi stood there and stared at Joey not having a clue what to say. He stared at her back, then glanced at her belly. Bobbi started to cry, not even really knowing why. She was just so emotional at that moment.
Joey walked up to her and hugged her gently. "I'm sorry," he said.
Bobbi cried harder. She wanted to scream at him so badly. She wanted to hit him. Just wanted to hurt him in some way to make up for all the hurt she had been feeling recently. 'HOW COULD YOU BETRAY ME LIKE THIS. HOW COULD YOU MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT YOU REALLY LOVED ME WHEN ALL THIS TIME YOU WERE LOVING SOMEONE ELSE?? I WANT YOU TO REALLY KNOW THAT YOU HAVE RUINED MY LIFE.' The words were bottled up inside of her and she couldn't set them free. She had nothing left inside her but pain. So she just continued to let him hold her. She needed it. She needed to feel that comfort. She just needed to feel loved.
Joey sighed, "I didn't know, Bobbi."
Bobbi cried, "I know."
"I wish you and Romeo the best." Joey said sincerely.
As Bobbi laid on his shoulder, she stopped crying and said, "Joey, it's yours."
She waited for an answer from him, then slowly he backed away.
"You are unreal, Bobbi," He said clenching his fists, "Unreal."
"Excuse me?" Bobbi asked choking on her words.
"Listen, I know you love me. I've had to hurt a lot of girls who love me. But telling me you're pregnant? With MY baby??? You have got to be some psychotic human being!"
"Joey! Why would you ever think I would make this up????? I can't...."Bobbi said, but was interrupted by a voice with so much hatred in it.
"Listen, you mental patient, deal with your own problems!!! Don't try and suck me into your insane world so that I can deal with them for you! Leave me the hell alone!" Joey screamed.
Bobbi began to cry, "You insensitive bastard! How dare you treat me like something you can just stomp on and squish to the ground! I am a person, Joey! You cannot treat people like this! You just can't!" Bobbi continued to cry harder.
Joey started to walk away, "If you contact me, I'll call the police."
Bobbi stood there in tears. She had officially lost it. Every emotion inside of her body that she had felt in the last few days were now all combined together. She needed someone. Someone to make this better. And at that moment, she had no one.
Bobbi stayed outside for the next hour, just crying to herself and only herself.
During breakfast, Bobbi didn't say a word to her sister which made Haley worry a bit.
"You ok?" Haley asked concerned.
Bobbi said nothing. She was afraid if she would speak about what had happened, she would have a melt down again.
"Listen, I know these few days have been rough, Bobbi. And you know I'm here for you. I just think it would be best if you talked about it. Maybe you talking to me about everything might a help a bit, ya know?" Haley was so worried.
"I'm ok, Haley. I just don't want to talk right now. Maybe later, "Bobbi said softly to set her sister's mind at ease.
"Ok, I respect that," Haley said.
They continued to eat breakfast in silence.
A little while later, Haley came downstairs and noticed Bobbi just standing in the kitchen not moving, "What's up? Are you ok? You don't look very good."
"I dont feel very good, Haley." Bobbi's stomach began to ache.
"Oh my God, Bobbi!! You're having the baby!!!!!!" Haley screamed.
Bobbi screamed and she cried as she thought about who she was going to be giving birth to. Joey's baby. She wanted nothing more than to just go back in time. Nothing more. She did not want this baby.
"Bobbi, Oh my God! Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my God!!!!" Haley kept repeating herself. She was flippin' :), "Can I do something? Should I do something? What should I do?? Oh my God!"
A few minutes later, Bobbi gave birth to an adorable little girl. Haley screamed. She cried. She laughed. But Bobbi....well she just stood there with no expression at all. She didn't even look at her new baby girl.
Bobbi then handed her daughter over to Haley, "You take her, I'm going upstairs to get ready."
"Get ready for what?" Haley asked.
"I'm going out."
"Wh...? Wh...? Wait. What do you mean you're going out? Bobbi!" Haley was so confused.
"What I mean is....I'm going out!" At that moment, Bobbi didn't feel any more pain. She felt numb more than anything. She had expressed so many emotions that she felt she had nothing left to express.
Haley stood there not having a clue what to do. As she held Bobbi's baby, who didn't even have a name, she felt more sorry than anything for her. She hadn't even been in this world for thirty seconds and her mother was already neglecting her. Haley was worried.
Haley comforted her and told her it was going to be alright. But she didn't even know if she believed that herself. *Did you see the magic dollhouse? Not there. There! Ooo Spooky* :-p
I'd like to say it got better, but it didn't. Haley continued to take care of the little girl with no name. Feeding her.
Changing her. Loving her.
At times, Haley would let her cry just to try and make Bobbi mother her. But she never did.
Haley lost a lot of sleep over this. Caring for this little one. She found herself tired all of the time.
Haley didn't want to say anything to Bobbi because of everything she has gone through, but it was getting out of control.
But because she thought she was being a good sister by not opening her mouth, she continued to take care of the little girl and everything around the house. She was so tired.
Day in....
And day out...
Haley was taking care of the baby
You would even find Bobbi reading instead of taking care of her baby. And that's not usual for her!
Soon it was time for her to grow up, still without a name. Haley confronted Bobbi about naming her baby, but she would just reply, "I dont care. You name her." Haley got so used to calling her, "Baby Girl".
Baby Girl grew up to have her mother's eyes, her daddy's hair....
And Haley's love. Taking care of Bobbi's baby made Haley realize how much she wanted one of her own. But she couldn't help but fear Bobbi would never get over this disinterest for her child. She couldn't confront her, herself, so she called Billy. Maybe he could knock some sense into her.
But it didn't really go as planned.
"Because I really don't care, Billy. I just don't. She's his baby. Why would I want anything to do with her?" Bobbi explained as she cleared the dishes off the table. After a long conversation with Billy about her bad parenting, she was just ready to go to bed.
"Because she's not just his baby, Bobbi. She's yours too. You gave birth to this little girl, and now she needs her mother. You are her mother, Bobbi. Start acting like it." Billy started to get upset. He couldn't understand how she could be so selfish. It was her responsibility and she wasn't taking it.
"Listen, Billy. I know you care, but this really doesn't have anything to do with you, so if you don't mind leaving, I'd like to take a nap." Bobbi stood there looking at him with, still, no emotion inside of her.
"I expected different from you, Bobbi. Really. If you don't want to do this for youself, then do it for Haley. You threw your daughter onto her. That's just not right." With that, Billy got up from the table and left without saying another word.
Bobbi sighed, then went upstairs to put on a new outfit she had bought. She was going out.
Things only got worse from then on. Bobbi not only ignored her daughter, but her sister as well.
It bothered Haley that she was neglecting her own sister, but more so her little girl. She knew she was now old enough to wonder where her mother is. Better yet, who her mother is. Haley didn't know what to do.
Bobbi continued to do her own thing. Anything and everything except love and care for her child.
She began acknowledging Haley again, but still no mother role.
Haley continued to take care of 'Baby Girl' :) But even so, the little one looked so confused and so lonely.
Haley invited Carl over and talked with him a lot about everything. He was always there for her to talk to.
"I really think you should confront her about this, Bobbi. Maybe she'll listen to you. She's your sister. You really need to do something," Carl said.
"I know I do. I really do. This can't go on any longer. I can't even focus at work because of how tired I am all the time. I know I need to do something. I'm just...." Haley stopped.
"You're just what, sweetie?" Carl asked.
"I'm just not sure how well she's going to take it...."