Trying to have a rational discussion with Leon (
meanjoevoodoo) is like trying to have a rational discussion with a two year old.
It's simple: if he were nice to me, I'd do absolutely anything he wants. As long as he's mean to me, I won't. Simple as that. Any woman would be crazy to allow a man to get away with hurting her the way he has hurt me.
He just told me that I have to drive down to his place if I ever want to see him again. I WOULD drive down there if I had been the one to fuck everything up. He fucked everything up today, yet he thinks I'm supposed to go to him like some pathetic loser. Doesn't he understand that life doesn't work like that??? The one who fucked up is supposed to make it up to the person they hurt! He should get in his car right now, drive up here, give me a dozen roses, and beg me to forgive him for being such a shit. Then he should be willing to talk it out and come to some kind of resolution so it never happens again. Then we kiss, make up, make love, etc. and everything is good. THEN, and only then, should he even SUGGEST that I drive down to see him. He should understand that. I didn't do anything to him. I've been crying all day because of him. It's dangerous for me to even drive around town with my bad eyesight. I have close calls every day due to the fact that I can't see very well. There is no way I'm driving such a long distance for a man who has hurt me the way he hurt me today, not until he shows some remorse for what he did. HE BROKE MY HEART. AGAIN. It's not up to me now, it's up to him.